Just Trust Me || n.h. (EDITING IN PROGRESS)

Tatum's P.O.V.

I'm nervous but I am ready for this. I know I can trust Niall when it comes to this because he proved it to me the other day.

We are laying on my bed talking, kissing, and staring at each other. I finally get the courage to tell Niall what I want. Before I can he pulls me on top of him so I'm straddling his waist and we kiss passionately before pulling away. Niall puts his hand on my jaw and rubs my cheek.

"What is it? I can tell you're thinking of something."

"I think I'm ready," I shyly tell him. He sits up so I am now in his lap. He searches my eyes for doubt.

"Are you sure? You know I don't mind waiting. I'm not pressuring you am I?"

"No Ni you aren't. I'm sure. I know I can trust you with this. I want this with you." He kisses my lips and makes his way down my neck causing me to moan as a tingling sensation overwhelms my body. He starts unbuttoning my shirt and slides it off my arms. We go back to kissing as I fiddle with his shirt, him having to help me because I'm so nervous.

"You're shaking. We don't have to do this." I softly kiss him and pull away with our foreheads still touching and look him dead in the eyes.

"I want to, it's just that I'm nervous because this is my first time with it being for the right reasons. I'm okay."

"Okay but please tell me if at any point you want to me to stop."

"I promise." He pulls his shirt off and I eye his toned body.

"Like what you see?" I look up to find him with a smirk on his face, causing me to blush. He wraps his arms around my back and pulls me down on top of him as he lays on my bed. He rolls us over and starts kissing down my bare stomach, stopping just above the waistband of my jeans. He starts unbuttoning them and looks up at me for reassurance before he slides them down my legs. I give him a nod letting him know he can continue.

He scares me when he just looks at me once my pants are off, leaving me in only my bra and underwear. I get self-conscious and try to cover up but he stops me. "Don't cover up."

"But you were just staring and it made me feel I don't know..."

"You are just so beautiful, I was taking it all in. I'm sorry if I made you think otherwise." He kisses my cheek before taking his pants off. He climbs on top of me and we start making out. He pushes is hip into mine causing us both to want more. He slips his hand behind my back and unclasps my bra. He tosses it on the floor before moving down and hooks his fingers into the waistband of my underwear. I close my eyes as he pulls them off. I don't open them until I feel his thumb stroking my cheek. When I do open my eyes I see he is completely naked as well. Niall moves his free hand slowly down my stomach, reaching my most sensitive area, and starts rubbing circles as he kisses me hard. I can feel him growing against my leg. After a few minutes when I feel myself starting to reach my high he stops, causing me to groan in frustration. "Not yet."

He leaves the bed for a second leaving my exposed body lying there as he goes to his jeans and grabs a condom. He opens it and gets back on the bed. I watch him as he puts it on. He crawls up to me and whispers against my lips. "Are you ready?" I nod and kiss him. "I want to hear you say it so I know for sure you are okay with doing this."

"I'm ready," I say more confident than I thought it would sound. He kisses me as I feel him against me. He slowly enters. I make a sound that I can't even describe. He looks at me worried and confused. "I'm sorry I have no idea what that was supposed to be," I laugh. He shakes his head and starts laughing.

"I just wasn't sure if you were feeling pain or pleasure."

"A little bit of both actually. But I'm okay, continue." He pushes in completely and this gentle feeling of sex is so foreign to me. When he starts to slowly move his hips, I let out a moan. Having the only experience I've had with this I thought that was what it was supposed to feel like, but was I wrong and I'm glad I was. This sensation is completely different than anything I have ever felt.

"Tatum can I go a little faster?" I pull him down to me and tell him yes in his ear. I work my hands through his hair as he thrusts a little harder and faster. His mouth is kissing and sucking on my neck and I can feel the bruise surfacing on my skin but I don't care one bit. I feel the burning sensation in the pit of my stomach like before and I know I'm close.

"Oh Niall," I moan.

"Hold on I'm almost there." I pull his face up to mine and we kiss. I'm about to lose it. "Okay baby let go." The room fills with moans as we ride out our high. He kisses me so passionately then pulls out. I catch my breath as he rolls off me and tosses the condom in the trash can next to my bed. He lays down, pulls me into him, and covers us with the bed sheets. I run my fingers along his chest and just admire him. "How do you feel?"

"Good. Great actually." I smile at him and he smiles back. He rubs circles on my back and kisses my forehead. We just lay there for a while before Niall starts to get up. "Don't go."

"I need to before your mom gets home and asks questions. He hands me my underwear and the flannel he had on earlier. I get out of bed and put the clothes on. Once we are dressed we walk hand in hand downstairs. When we reach the door we embrace.

"Thank you for loving me." He pulls me away and looks at me.

"And thank you for loving me." We kiss for what seems like forever. Time stops when I'm with Niall. "I'll call you tomorrow with our plans."

"Alright. Bye Ni." He opens the door and walks out to his car. I walk back in the house and go to the kitchen to make some tea before going to bed. I hear the front door open as my tea is finishing. My mom walks in the kitchen surprised to see me. "Hey mom."

"Hey what are you doing up?"

Good thing my back is to her because my eyes go wide. I can't tell her what I was doing about 15 minutes ago, well at least not yet.

"Oh I just couldn't sleep." I pour my tea in a cup and turn to face her. "But hopefully this will help." I take a sip. "How was work?"

"Work is work. I'm just glad I only have a few more days left. I'm needing a break."

"I can tell. Well night mom. Love you." I walk over and give her a kiss on the cheek. I walk upstairs and I'm surprised she didn't say anything about what I was wearing. She must really be tired. I grab my phone and sit in my window seat. I check it and see I have a text from Niall.

Goodnight beautiful ! I had a great time tonight ;) I love you xx

I smile to myself and finish my tea as I watch the snow fall outside. I look over at my bed and think about what happened. Yes I was nervous out of my mind but I'm so glad I told him I was ready. I don't take it back for anything. I get up and walk over to my bed, set my cup on my bedside table and lay down. I can still smell Niall and feel him as I'm wearing his shirt. I take a deep breath and fall asleep.

Niall's P.O.V.

I was so afraid I was going to hurt Tatum or make her have flashbacks. But luckily neither happened. I wish I could've stayed longer. I wish she would never leave my side. Gosh she is just so amazing and beautiful. I can't wait for my family to meet her. They are going to love her, I just know it.

Tomorrow we are hanging out with all our friends. We are going to go ice skating.

I drive back to my place with the biggest smile on my face. I have only had sex with a couple of girls but none have been as meaningful as Tatum. I love her so much and I'm so happy to call her mine.

I go straight to my room and lay down on the bed. I text Tatum then I fall asleep thinking about my night with her.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Sorry if this was really bad! It is really awkward to write a chapter like this haha and sorry it's so short but I wanted to give yall a little something! I'll try to make the next chapter kinda long!

I finally finished the trailer for my new fanfic and I published the first tid bits of the fanfic today so here is the link and let me know what you think of the trailer and everything!

http://www.wattpad.com/87138209-night-changes-n-h-au-coming-soon-prologue?utm_source=web&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_info&ref_id=20938569

I'm really excited to start writing this story but again it won't be started until this story is over! Which will be in the near future!

~ Erin