The Binding String

F I F T Y

"No!!!" He answered in a dark manly voice, "There is just one woman in my life and that is my wife, Ishita Bhalla. She is the woman who stood with me in my good and bad days.  So please stop finding ways to make gossips for your newspapers." Raman declarative words put a stop on the rumours flooding around. He fished his hands in the pockets of his pants and started to march inside the business centre. "Mihir sun, Ishita yahan kisi bhi samay aati hogi, mujhe yeh tamasha nahi chahiye aur haan uske saamne please is tamashe ka zikr bhi nahi hona chahiye aur...." (Mihir listen, Ishita might be here any moment and I dont want her to witness or listen any of this nonsense so clear this mess as soon as you can.)

"Raman suno, our security team spotted someone else as well." Raman stopped in middle of his tracks and arched his eyebrows listening Mihir words.

"Whom?"

"Ishita Bhabhi."

"Kya!!!" (What!!!) Raman blinked his eyes several time to believe on the words Mihir said. He racked his hands through his gelled hairs and together they rushed outside of th business convention centre.

Your present behaviour very much reflects the past life you have lived. Ishita Bhalla, the heartbroken lover of her husband who was weeping silently standing at the dark and empty corner of road. She saw her husband acts through her own eyes and maybe she doesn't need anything more to confirm her suspicion. Ishita could have confront her husband or claim him his infront of world but she chose to left silently but it doesn't define her some weak protagonist of typical 70's movies but she had endured alot in her past, her experiences were too bad with relationships that a little bad stroke is enough to overshadow everything good she ever shared. She faced rejections at every point of her life, the first rejection was from her father who hates her for her existence, later her mother and sister who claimed her to be reason of their broken family. Ishita doesn't knew the reason behind these notions bur her heart and mind believed that she is unworthy of love. Today when she heard the rumors of her husband accompanied with some lady, her faith crumbled more and she ended up heartbroken. The ups and downs are common in everyone life, if we feel life can go on without any emotional scars than we are wrong because we all have to go through some mental scars at some point of time but we can always overcome from those scars if we have right person beside you. The destiny gave her some bad experiences but it didn't gave her right person with whom she can share her heart out and the beautiful Ishita Iyyer made those scars a part of hers.

For her, she is unworthy to love and cheated by her family members.

It's not first time when she deceived by her family members, her paternal family believe that it's Ishita because of whom her father left his wife, her mother and sister believed that if she wouldn't be in their lives than her mother husband and sister father would be with them. Ishita deceived by those whom she lived most and today when she saw her husband with that lady she believed herself to be reason behind her husband affair with someone else.

She is a woman who faced cheating and rejections through all her life.

When her entire family put finger on her, Ishita found no one with she can share her heart out. She cannot be called as sensible since she never got an environment in which she can grow herself and call herself realistic and practical. Her life was messy for first two decades until her elder sister got married with Mr. Balachandran aka her Bala Jeeju, a sensible tamilian young man who always considered as her younger sister. He often tried to council her but by that time, the wall around Ishita heart thickened too much that it's almost impossible to break those. Moreover Ishita didn't feel like to share her thoughts and feelings with Bala because she didn't want to leave any negative impression of her elder sister on her Bala Jeeju. Ishita didn't let Bala enter inside the wall she created and she was scared to let Raman enter inside her heart. Truth to be said, Raman had tried to ask her many times regarding her equations she share with her father but Ishita never dared to open up, somewhere she felt that Raman might misuse her weakness if she exposed those. We all need a person as our confident and supporter but we often muster up enough courage to let that person enter inside our soul. The continuous silence was causing a lot of physical and mental damage to Ishita which she wasn't ready to acknowledge.