Fighting Bleeding Losing | Yeongyu / Beomjun

Yeonjun

' The sound of glass shattering and loud screams was getting louder, covering the silly Christmas song in the background, his vision was black, he couldn't see anything yet he heard it all. His sister yelling so loud that she lost her voice, his dad gasping, and his mom crying, he heard it all yet he didn't feel guilty. "Yeonjun please..." A desperate voice - that he recognized as his mom's voice- pleaded. "Please wake up... don't leave us" She cried, violently shaking Yeonjun's frail and wet body, the said boy could hear his dad talking on the phone, telling what he understood to be an ambulance to be faster. Yeonjun didn't want that, the ambulance could be slower, but he didn't care at all. He felt a warm and small hand in his damp hair, he knew it was his sister, he just knew it. "We're sorry Yeonjun... we-we weren't enough for you, please I apologize..." His sister's soft voice felt so far away, as if his mind was slowly leaving his body and...'

Yeonjun woke up, sweating and panting. It was again the same dream, the same memory. Since it happened Yeonjun couldn't help but dream of this day, again and again every night.

He remembered by heart, it happened on the 24 of December, he woke up only on the 26 of the same month, he hurt so many people that day. He didn't feel guilty, he was upset.

But he shouldn't be thinking of that now, it was six in the morning and he have to get up if he doesn't want to be late for school. Oh! And he had to get Beomgyu mad, it's his new hobby.

What he didn't anticipate was seeing Beomgyu already up, eating quietly in the kitchen, looking super cute with his messy hair and his swollen eyes. Yeonjun enjoyed the sight a little too much.

"Hi my little Beommie" Yeonjun greeted, his voice a way too loud for the early hour. "Yeah. Hi Yeonjun." Beomgyu hissed, his shoulders stiffening at the sight of the taller. "Your bruises look bad, you should use healing cream" Yeonjun didn't mean to say that loud, he wasn't the caring type but seeing Beomgyu's face all bruised up, he just couldn't help but care about the younger. 'Fuck, why did I say that ?'

Beomgyu also seemed surprised, almost thinking that his roommate cared about him, but Yeonjun quickly said something else, like to prove himself that he hated Beomgyu. "I don't say that because I care princess, I say that because you look like shit" The older chuckled, giving Beomgyu a glare then walked out. 'That was embarrassing as fuck'

Without eating, Yeonjun decided to get ready and go to school early. If you'd ask him he says that he went earlier to see Saerom - the school nurse - but the real reason was that he wanted to avoid Beomgyu, he'll never assume that though.

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Beomgyu

"Soobin hyung ? Can you pay attention to me please?" Beomgyu whined as Soobin was texting someone on his phone, not even watching the younger male.

It was lunch now and since the morning, Soobin seemed to be absorbed by his phone, Beomgyu was getting annoyed. It's been now two weeks since Beomgyu arrived at the school and never his only friend ignored him.

"M'sorry Gyu I just- hum... you see I told you about that boy ? The one I never saw in real life. We're talking together right now and to be honest... I-I feel like something could be possible between him and I but I don't know if he's even gay !" Soobin rambled, a soft pout on his lips. He was again overthinking, like if everything in his life was so complicated when, in reality, if he stopped thinking so much, the situation wasn't that deep. "Then ask him ?" Beomgyu stated like if it was easy for Soobin to do what the younger said.