Fighting Bleeding Losing | Yeongyu / Beomjun

Beomgyu

'You're a weak little shit look at you, Beomgyu. Nobody likes you. You deserved to be beaten up.'

'You deserve everything that happened to you. If your family, Yeonjun, and the bullies hurt you, it's only because of you.'

Beomgyu was hiding his head in his pillow, hoping the voices in his head would stop.

But they didn't.

They never stopped.

'You're a piece of shit. Your dad never tried to reach out to you because he hates you. Yeonjun's never contacted you again because he hates you. The bullies were kind enough to acknowledge you. You should be grateful.'

'They only hit you because it's the only thing you deserve. San, Wooyoung and all your friends don't like you. They're acting. They don't exist. They only exist in your imagination.'

Beomgyu hit his already bruises head repetitively, trying to quiet down the voices.

It's been a couple of weeks since he had been beaten up. And never in his life he had felt so atrocious. He was hurt not only physically but also mentally.

The voices in his head were loud as ever, Beomgyu feels dizzy.

Also, weeks and weeks passed, and still no texts from Yeonjun. And even if Beomgyu won't assume it was consuming him from the inside.

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Yeonjun

On his side, Yeonjun was no better. He has been skipping classes for weeks. He tries the best as he physically could to stay sober, but his attempts never really worked.

He hasn't seen his family since then. Actually, the only ones who were visiting him were Taehyun and Wooyoung. And they only did to make sure Yeonjun was eating well, showering or just to make sure he was actually still alive.

Because the question was not Will Yeonjun die soon, it was When will he die. How many days were left ?

And as morbid as it sounds, Wooyoung wandered if his friend would do an overdose, or commit suicide, or die from all the cuts on his arms, or just never wake up again.

Taehyun tried to convince Yeonjun to see a therapist in vain. Yeonjun kept repeating that he was fine, just a little bit tired.

"Yena texted you two days ago." Taehyun stated, staring at Yeonjun's phone that he hadn't touched for about a week.

Since Yeonjuns state was really bad, Taehyun waited for a breakdown. Maybe Yeonjun would cry, scream at him, or just answer the damn text. But against all odds, Yeonjun just weakly answered, "Who is that?"

It made Taehyun's eyes open wildly. "Yena." He repeated. Maybe Yeonjun didn't hear him well. "Who is Yena ?" The boy asked again, eyes hooded and red.

"Yeonjun. Your sister. Yena." The younger said, his heart was abnormally beating fast. How could he forget his own sister ?

"She's not Beomgyu. I don't care." Yeonjun carelessly said before walking to his bed again.

It made Taehyun let a defeated sigh. "Anyways. When was the last time you took a shower and brushed your teeth ?" The younger asked, eyeing Yeonjun.

"When you last visited me." The taller boy replied, rubbing his face with his hand, ready to be yelled at.

"Yeonjun, I visited you 4 days ago with Wooyoung ! You can't wash up and brush your teeth only when I come ! Did you even eat ?" Taehyun's eyebrows were frowning angrily. "I ate an apple two days ago and a pasta box yesterday." Yeonjun replied, crashing on his bed. "That's not enough, Yeonjun." The younger scolded again, making Yeonjun's puff loudly.

"You're scared I'll end up like your boyfriend ?" Yeonjun smirked. "Don't fucking talk of my boyfriend's condition Yeonjun." Taehyun replied through his gritted teeth. But it only made Yeonjun smile wider. He didn't say anything, though.

"I'll go. Don't forget to eat, shower, and do your teeth. San, Wooyiung and... The other one are waiting for me." Taehyun turned tail, but before he could walk out the dorm, Yeonjun's voice resonated through the apartment.

"The other one? Beomgyu, right? Can I come? Please, Taehyun."

And guess what. As always, someone else forbade him to see Beomgyu.

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The chapters will become shorter, I'm kinda losing the motivation to write this story.

I'll still finish it and write WooSan side story tho.

And after that I'll write for another Fandom... Does someone stan Zb1???