Fighting Bleeding Losing | Yeongyu / Beomjun

Beomgyu

"Fuck Soobin I... I'll talk to Huening Kai okay ? I beg you to stop crying, please" Beomgyu begged, his own eyes being teary as Soobin finished telling him what happened. "I don't want to reconcile with him Beomgyu" The tall boy weakly said between two loud sobs. "He told me I'm a slut who throws myself to every man I see... he called me a whore. And do you know why it hurts me ? Because it's true. Huening Kai is right I'm just a whore. Look Beomgyu, I'm cuddling you because you gave me attention, I'm such an easy-" Soobin rambled, every word he pronounced were degrading himself and it made Beomgyu feel so bad that he cut the older off before he could finish his sentence.

"No Soobin. You're awesome, one of the sweetest boys I've met, Huening Kai was just angry because you cursed at him, he doesn't believe what he said." He slowly stroked Soobin's wet cheeks, he had to be here for him, if even Soobin, the gentler human alive is feeling miserable then Beomgyu had no reason to be there.

Beomgyu closed his eyes tightly, the voices in his head were yelling to him how useless he is, how he must be the one to be hurt and not Soobin. Moreover, Beomgyu's whole body was hurting because of his dad beating him up earlier this day even if the bruises couldn't be seen yet.

The two depressed boys stayed like that, in each other arms for what felt like years but in reality was only an hour before Beomgyu's roommate opened the said boy's room, a smaller boy beside him.

"Soobin ?" The heavenly voice spoke, making Beomgyu and Soobin look up only to see Taehyun. Soobin engulfed his head into the long-haired boy's neck, obviously not wanting to see Taehyun.

"I told you he wouldn't want to talk to you Tyun..." Yeonjun muttered, Taehyun nodded however when they were about to walk out the room, a frail voice spoke.

"Wait ! T-Tyun stay..." Soobin was shivering again but this time he didn't cuddle even closer to Beomgyu like before, he just let go of the boy. "Should I let you two alone ?" Beomgyu asked in a quiet voice that only Soobin could hear, the latter nodded approvingly.

Beomgyu kissed Soobin's cheeks and walked out with Yeonjun, the two found themselves in the living room, an awkward silence filling the air.

"What was that ?" Yeonjun said, breaking the silence. "What ?" Beomgyu replied, throwing him an interrogative stare. "You and Soobs are a thing ?" The older harshly asked, maintening the eye contact with Beomgyu.

The younger lowered his gaze, unable to keep the eye contact with Yeonjun. "No... Not at all" Beomgyu said, the older could barely hear his voice as it was a quiet whisper. The younger waited for the older to be angry and snap at him. He waited to hear homophobic slurs. He waited to be beaten up again. But no. None of those happened.

"Then why did you kiss his cheek ?" Yeonjun asked again but this time he lost his confidence, his voice became weak. That was really unlike the boy's personality, he was always so confident and cocky, and never he had shown this side to Beomgyu... at least he never did when he was sober.

"It was friendly Yeonjun... And I don't care if you think that kissing and hugging friends is only a thing that fags do... well I'm-I'm gay. And if you want to beat me up like you did in the past to Soobin I'll fight back Yeonjun. I won't let you hurt me." The smaller of the two fastly rambled, his voice louder and clearer than before ; he was obviously acting confident.

He closed his eyes, scared of what will happen next, but he didn't hear upset screams nor felt the violent slaps and punches. Instead, he felt a soft hand grabbing his chin gently and a worried gasp.