Fighting Bleeding Losing | Yeongyu / Beomjun

Beomgyu

Beomgyu watched the crowd dance in his newly decorated living room with a wide smile. He was indeed proud of how the decoration turned out.

Yeonjun's acquaintances were yelling and singing, and even if his head started hurting, at least he was with his friends.

"Thanks for inviting me!" Changmin screamed over the loud music as San, Huening Kai, Soobin, and Taehyun were mindlessly dancing.

Sadly, the party didn't go like Beomgyu wanted at all. Yeonjun didn't pay any attention to him since the beginning of the feast. Not even a single look. Not even a single word. Not even a single touch. Shit... Beomgyu was craving Yeonjun's attention.

Beomgyu made the effort of dressing up well, and he could even proudly say that he looks attractive, only for Yeonjun's eyes to see. But he never looked at him.

"Are you feeling alright, Gyu?" Changmin asked as his hand found Beomgyu's waist, making the latter flinch. "Yeah." Beomgyu lied with his usual fake smile. "Did I already tell you that you're really pretty tonight?" The slightly drunk Changmin said with a gentle smile.

It suddenly felt like the whole atmosphere changed, and it definitely made Beomgyu uncomfortable. Changmin hands were burning his waist as his hungry eyes were staring at him with so much lust that Beomgyu felt himself shiver awkwardly.

"Kyu ? What're you doing?" Beomgyu gasped when Changmin walked closer until Beomgyu's back bumped into the wall. Beomgyu's eyes scanned over the room, trying to find someone to save him. "Kyu, you're making me uncomforta-"

"Beomgyu I fucking miss you" Changmin cursed, it was unlike his habits to curse like that, the boy was obviously already drunk.

As Beomgyu tried to push Changmin away, his eyes found the clock : 23:54, six minutes until everyone go crazy.
Where the hell are Soobin Kai Taehyun and San ? Beomgyu questioned himself.

"Changmin, let me go." He hissed as he felt the said boy's body press into his own. "Why?" Changmin whined before talking again. "I thought you liked me back?" The boy genuinely looked surprised by Beomgyu's reaction to his touch.

Changmin took a step back, wides eyes looking into his friend's hooded ones. "Changmin, I don't like you. I'm sorry, but you mistook my signals. I like another boy Changmin, and he likes me back." Changmin eyes fulfilled themselves with tears. "Another boy? Are you two a couple?" He asked with a desperate voice.

"Not yet. But we'll be soon." Beomgyu confidently spoke. Maybe he shouldn't be so sure of himself.

"Wow, what's happening ? Why is the air so awkward in here ?" A voice yelled over the loud music after some seconds of silence between the two boys. It was their friend, Taehyun, who was seemingly a bit tipsy, which is kind of surprising since he usually doesn't drink. None of the boys dared to answer, so Taehyun spoke again. "Anyways ! Only 4 minutes until the new year ! By the way, do you know where Yeonjun is ?" Taehyun asked, looking at Beomgyu. "No. I don't. I'll search for him."  Beomgyu frowned.

If even Taehyun doesn't know where Yeonjun was, there's definitely something wrong.

The apartment isn't that big, Yeonjun is surely somewhere near, but strangely, when Beomgyu searched in the kitchen and the living room, there were no traces of the boy. He spotted all of his friends, even Wooyoung who wasn't supposed to be invited, but Yeonjun was still nowhere to be seen.

Beomgyu started to feel anxious. Maybe Yeonjun got sick and went to his room? Beomgyu thought.

"That's right, you're a genius, Beommie, he's probably in his room!" Beomgyu proudly praised himself, using the petname Yeonjun created for him.

So, Beomgyu walked in the hallway, which was also crowded but still less than the living room. Fastly, Beomgyu found himself in front of his soon-to-be boyfriend's door. He knocked twice, but he heard no answer.

Beomgyu felt a little dumb. Of course, Yeonjun won't hear his timid knock over the loud voices yelling and the deafening music. So, Beomgyu entered in his roommate room.

And it was safe to say that Beomgyu was disrupted and shocked of what he saw when he opened that damn door.

In front of his poor eyes, a girl that Beomgyu never saw before what on all four on his roommate bed and behind her was the said boy. The boy that was supposed to be his lover, the one who promised he loved him, the same with whom he has cuddled and kissed every day since weeks.

But he was naked, with a girl, thrusting into her wildly as she made obnoxious sounds.

Beomgyu stared at them for some seconds, eyes teary and mouth wild open. He felt betrayed and hurt. He gave him his trust, his love, even his body, but again, Yeonjun broke all of that.

Because that's what Yeonjun does the best. He breaks promises, trust and love. He breaks life. Now, he broke Beomgyu.

And all his life, he broke himself. He crushed his own life and never hesitated to break the others'.

Beomgyu should've known. Because Yeonjun's flags were all red. But he couldn't help but love the other. He loved him so much it hurts.

"Hyung ?" Beomgyu trembling voice called, making the two sweaty body turn his side.

"Don't you notice you're interrupting us?" Yeonjun groaned.

Fuck. Beomgyu felt nauseous.

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This chapter is kinda short but it's the start of the drama eheh stay tuned