My Saviour

(Tim's POV)

"Lucy what did you do?"i asked in shock
"i don't know i'm sorry i wasn't thinking"she apologised fresh tears welling in her eyes and slowly rolling down her cheeks
"let's get you out the tub"i told her as i lifted her out.

"i'll ask Nyla to get Zoe"i said "No tim please you can't i have stuff in my room i can just wrap my arms okay"she told me "okay let's get you to your bed"i told her still carrying her i lay her down the towel still wrapped on her arms.

"Where is your stuff?"i asked "The bandages?"she asked confused i nodded "yes your bandages your arms need wrapping lucy"i said "everything is in my top drawer"she said pointing to her dresser.

I got out everything which included bangages,wipes,gauze and athletic tapes
i set the stuff down next to lucy and slowly moved the towel off her arms there was a lot of blood "we might need to rinse your arms first luce there covered in blood"i told her.

"Okay"she said i took her back into her bathroom and rinsed her arms off with the shower "there that's better"i said getting the towel and dabbing her arms clean i got out the wipes and wiped over her arms then wrapped them with bandages after putting gauze over the cuts.

Then i wrapped her arms with the tape to hold her bandages in place then i picked up my phone "Tim please don't leave"She begged.

"I won't don't worry you should sleep"i told lucy "can you lie with me?"she asked "of course i can"i said climbing into her bed and letting her lay on my chest she seemed really tired so i waited for her to be fully asleep before
i attempted to move.

I slid out from underneath her and headed into the bathroom there was cleaning supplies in the cupboard so i got them out and got to work cleaning the bathtub and floor after i finished i put the cleaning stuff away and headed back to lucy.

She sat up and pulled the blanket over her more "are you hungry?"i asked "not at the moment" She told me "are you sure?"i asked her
"Yes im sure"she told me "Do you need anything else?"i asked her.

"Yes a hug."she said i opened my arms and she hugged me i held her in my arms for 15 minutes before she let me go she lay back down in her bed "I have to go"nyla said opening the door slightly "okay see you later"i told her "bye"she said then i heard her walk down the stairs.

"Is everything okay?"Zoe asked knocking on Lucy's door "Yea everything's good"Lucy said "Okay i'm going to start on tea what do you guys want?"she asked "Pasta please"Lucy said "is that okay with you Tim?"Zoe asked "Yea it's okay with me thank you"i said "Of course it'll be ready in like 30 minutes"Zoe said before walking downstairs.

"Tim can you get me out a hoodie i can't tell Zoe about what i've done she'll be so disappointed in me"Lucy said "of course here"i said getting out a black hoodie from her drawer "thanks"she said as she pulled it on "no problem"i told her.

(Lucy's POV)

"Tea's done!"Zoe called out from downstairs me and Tim walked downstairs and sat at the table i started eating my food "good to see you finally eating only took you a couple days"Zoe said smiling at me "Mum!"i snapped at her "Sorry honey"she said guilty.

After we finished eating me and tim went back up to my room "Lucy can i ask you a question?"Tim asked "Sure"i told him "When did you last eat before today?"he asked i felt a sudden weight on my chest "its none of your business"i told him "i care about you tho"tim told me.

"can you just stop pretending i already know you don't care no one does"i told him "do you really think i would be here rn if i didn't care"he told me "i don't know"i told him "can you answer my question?"he asked "fine it was last monday"i told him "that's almost a whole week ago"Tim said.

"i know"i told him "that's really bad Lucy"he told me "i know okay i know"i told him he was about to say something but then his phone rang
"i have to go now promise me you'll call me before you do anything stupid"he said "fine i promise"i told him "good i'm going to go now"he told me after he left i got back into bed.

I watched my phone scrolling though TikTok for hours it got to 2am i lay on my back staring at the ceiling i felt like giving up but remembered that i'd promised Tim i would call him so i did "Lucy its 2am what wrong?"Tim asked concerned.

"i feel like i might do something"i told him "do what?"he asked "something bad"i told him "i know it's something bad but what specifically Lucy?"he asked "i think i might end it"i whispered into the phone "Lucy don't do that"Tim told me.

"I don't know if i can stop myself"i told him "I'm on my way"Tim said "no Tim Zoe's asleep you can't come okay"i told him "i don't care Lucy i'm coming okay your not doing anything on my watch"he told me "even if you stop me tonight there's still other days i could do it on"i told him "Lucy I'm 5 minutes away stay in your bed okay don't do anything"Tim said "i can't wait"i said.