indescribable ? lafayette x reader

john tells you when you guys are back at your apartment and you had to resist the urge to slap him.

"I've been recruited to join the war"

he's leaving again.

he's leaving you again.

he's gonna leave again that huge jerk.

you should slap him.

you want to slap him.

oh fuck it.

you turn around in a blur and your hands move faster as it collided with his cheek.

there. a slap.

john winces, and holds his red cheek, "you can hit fast and hard little sister." he says

you simply glare, "asshole, you're gonna leave me again, am I supposed to stay here at this apartment?" the question was a little bit tense, you admit.

john looked aghast at the mere idea of leaving his little sister behind alone in an apartment, "of course not, I talked to angelica, eliza and peggy, they agreed with me, you're going to the schuyler mansion."

you almost bite back the "again?" you've been to the schuyler mansion when you were younger, it was a ball that you and your siblings were forced to attend, that was were you met the schuyler sisters.

"alright." you simply reply, you weren't happy about this of course, he was leaving you alone again, that wasn't happy or fun.

after a short carriage ride, you arrive at the schuyler mansion, which looked the same it did six years ago.

it appeared that all the recruits were there, maybe philip schuyler sr. was going to send them off?

there were a lot of carriages...

you slowly knock on the door and after a few moments it opens, but the one who opened it wasn't either of the schuyler sisters or someone you recognized.

but john did, you could see it in his expression.

and sadly, it wasn't lafayette.