indescribable ? lafayette x reader

lafayette was gone the next day.

lafayette was gone when she opened her eyes.

lafayette was gone when she woke up.

y/n laurens awoke in an empty bed, there were tears in her eyes as she dressed herself up, he didn't stay.

he didn't even write her a letter.

he just went away.

"well fvck you too lafayette." y/n mumbled under her breath.

that jerk.

once she was dressed, y/n left her room and headed downstairs, they were sending the men off.

eliza was helpless as usual, she and alexander were flirting, it was actually sickening.

angelica was hopelessly pining after alexander and lafayette but neither boy were noticing. oblivious idiots.

peggy was hopelessly trying to flirt with y/n's troublesome brother john laurens.

she was obviously failing because john is gay, he's obviously and hopelessly gay and pining for alexander.

the only normal one seemed to be hercules who was admiring the curtains in the room because of the pattern and of course, the fabric.

john spotted her and brightened up, "y/n! y/n/n, my darling, favorite, younger sister, you're awake!" he exclaimed

huh, so apparently lafayette didn't tell him about last night.

that was good.

"yeah." y/n replied, though she did seem a bit tense.

she snuck a glance towards lafayette expecting to see no emotions or pity or anything like that.

but she was wrong.

lafayette loved her, he just couldn't show it.

sorry ma ange

his eyes seemed to say

sorry.

huh.

y/n gained a wry smile.

she supposed she could forgive him.

she loved him.

and now she knows that he reciprocated the feeling too.

he loved her.

love.