Freefall (Kakashi HatakeXOC Part1)

Isao closes the small space between us as he presses a kiss to my lips. I felt my body freeze up, what the hell do I do? I've never had anyone but Kakashi kiss me, so my mind was going blank at the feeling. Isao was then pulled away from me and dropped to the floor, I didn't even notice that Kakashi was the one that did it until he spoke,

"You won't touch her like that again, do you understand?"

Isao nods from his position on the floor,

"Y-yes!"

I got up from the cushion I was on, and left the dining hall as quickly as I could. I didn't really know where I was going, but I just wanted to get out of there as fast as possible. Entering a room, I found I was now in a bathroom. It wasn't the one Sakura and I had in our temporary room, it looked the same in terms of decor, the only difference being this one was bigger. I think it's just a spare one.

I closed the door behind myself, my stomach felt uneasy, like I wanted to just puke my guts out. Why? Why did I let that happen? Kakashi's probably mad at me, he probably won't want anything to do with me now.

I stumbled backwards, I ended up tripping and falling on my butt. My chest was starting to hurt, and I could tell my breathing had picked up considerably as well. My hands were shaking as I undid the obi and sash of the kimono I was wearing, I pulled it off as best I could. The fabric slid down my shoulders and pooled around my waist. Despite the coolness of the room and my upper half almost completely bare, it still felt hot and stuffy.

It felt as if I was suffocating, and there was nothing I could do to catch my breath either. I looked up as there was a knock at the door, and someone asks,

"Keira, are you in here?"

I recognized it as Kakashi, he was definitely the last person I wanted to see right now.

"G-go away," I called out weakly.

"I'm not leaving until I'm sure you're fine," he states bluntly, and the door in front of me was slowly opened.

I covered my face with my hands, I heard him close the door and his footsteps on the floor as he comes over to me. I could tell he had kneeled down on one knee next to me, he then pulls me into a tight hug. We stayed in that position for what felt like an eternity to me, and he says quietly,

"Keira, you've got to calm down. You're having a panic attack again."

I closed my eyes and tried to take deep breaths, but it just wasn't helping much. Kakashi kisses my forehead softly with masked lips and says,

"I'm not mad at you, there's no reason for you to get this upset about what happened."

I felt my breathing slow down a little, it wasn't by much, but it was a start. Kakashi started making a quiet shushing sound, and I found myself calming down more and more.

It didn't take much longer for my breathing to slow down, but I could feel my heart beating a little faster than it normally does. Kakashi pulls back some and asks,

"See? Isn't that much better?"

I opened my eyes partway to look up at him, I simply nodded. I'm sure my voice would just sound pathetic, so I'm not going to even bother with it right now.

"What happened wasn't your fault," Kakashi says quietly,

"I'm not going to blame you for it. I understand if you're upset though, I wasn't planning on Isao expecting that from you. He won't be doing anything like that to you again."

~

We left Isao's home soon after that, and set off for the Hidden Leaf. I'm still trying to figure out why he did all those things and then kissed me, I certainly don't think he could have seriously fallen in love with me at our first meeting. It just wasn't possible, at least I hope so. Kakashi's been trying to get me to say that I'm fine, and won't freak out again. Which I just can't bring myself to do, I can't understand why he's so calm about the whole situation. Another guy kissed me, I woulda figured he'd be more visibly angry or something. I could see how mad he was when it first happened, but then I couldn't really tell after he came into the bathroom.