Freefall (Kakashi HatakeXOC Part1)

"I want you to know, that even if this doesn't work out in the end, I'll still love you. No matter what."

"I know, and I'll love you too," I reply quietly.

He reaches down and grabs the bottom of my shirt, he starts to pull it upwards. I helped him in taking it off, he tossed it to somewhere else in the room without hesitation. He pulls me up off the bed somewhat, and I already knew he was going to have trouble; he always does. As he holds me up, I reach behind myself to unclasp my bra. The fabric came loose and slid down my shoulders, as Kakashi pulls it off, I let myself become completely relaxed. It can't be good to be stressed right now, Amaya told me we'd have better chances if we were both healthy and stress free. I can tell Kakashi's having trouble keeping his cool right now, he's nervous; I know from the way he's touching me. His usual touches are gentle and lingering, this time he's being rigid and reluctant to touch me.

As he leans in to kiss at my neck, I wrap my arms around him and pull him down more for a tight hug. He stiffens up at the sudden embrace, then relaxes a little bit. I turned my head so when I spoke, it was right by his ear,

"You have to relax, we'll have better chances. Please."

He remains silent, and simply nods while sitting up. I let him go and let my arms rest at my sides, he shakes his head slightly and gives my body a look up and down.

"I don't want you to get hurt," he starts softly,

"I wouldn't be able to handle seeing you go through that again."

"Kakashi, I promise you, I'll be okay," I replied while smiling slightly,

"Nothings' going to go wrong this time, trust me."

Kakashi stares down at me, as if he was just studying me. His dark eye was no longer filled with lust like a moment ago, it was now clouded with worry and what looked like regret. I hated it when he acted this way, he never really says anything is bothering him, but I can tell by watching the way he acts and his expressions. Yet sometimes, I can't tell if there actually is something, he's getting better at hiding things from me. He sighs and replies,

"Alright, I'm only doing this to make you happy."

"I know, and thank you."

Kakashi leans back in and starts kissing at my neck, he traveled downwards to my chest. After doing this so many times, we've sort of fallen into a routine; I suppose so anyway. We usually started off just kissing, then clothes were removed, it went to touching each other, and then we finally get to part we've built up to. Most people can't live with a routine in their lives, but this was one I wouldn't be able to live without. Our routine might have been generic, or even cheesy, but I still wouldn't change one thing about it. It's become such a big part of my life, that I'd probably die if Kakashi and I could never do this again.

I bit my bottom lip to hold back a gasp as he lets his warm breath fan over my rosy bud, I had always been sensitive in that area, and he knew just what to do and in what way to make me tick. It's how it's always been between us, he knew my soft spots, and I knew his. For the most part anyway.

I would never tell him outright or do anything to let him know, but, I actually liked it when Kakashi got a little rougher with me. I'm not sure why, I'm just drawn to the idea of him being dominate, it gets me all flustered for some reason. He won't do it often though, I guess he doesn't want to lose control of himself and hurt me. If I talked to him about it, I'm sure he'd comply to it, yet I'm sure he'll still be reluctant. Although, he does get a bit rougher towards the end of our amorous activity, which I won't tell him to stop doing any time soon.

My hands grasped the sheet underneath me as he bites at my skin, he travels downward and stops at the edge of my pants. He glances up as he starts to undo them, and then pulls them down and off.