UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

I was lost in the memories of his birthday when suddenly I felt someone keeping a hand on my shoulder.
I turned back and saw Baba looking at me with love and concern for me. I hugged him tightly and cried my heart out. I don't know for what I cried but I did. I felt Maa caressing my hairs and murmuring sweet nothings to me.
After what felt like eternity I broke the hug and Baba wiped my tears filled cheeks and eyes.
Sana: I missed you so much Baba.
Raj: Aaj ro liya Naaz agli baar se nhi. Mujhe meri strong Naaz pasand hai, I don't know voh yahan kya kar raha tha and mujhe nhi jaan na because I know you are strong enough to handle everything.
Sana: Baba Maa I am so sorry meri vajah se he just left without meeting you both properly. And main uski vajah se nhi ro rahi thi baba.
Aliya: Naaz bacha he doesn't ta....
Raj: Stop Aliya.
Aliya: Raj let me....
Raj(sternly): Aliya
Sana: Baba aap maa par gussa kyun kar rahe ho?
Aliya(changing the topic): Kuch nhi Sana voh meri health kharab thi and maine yahan aane ke baad rest karne ka promise kiya tha but dekho mujhe I don't feel like taking rest so he just got angry that I would overthink about Sidharth being here.
Sana: Kya hua aapko? Aap theek hai na bataya kyun nhi kab se khare ho? Aap jao upar room main main aapka samaan bhejti hoon.
Aliya: Kuch nhi bacha itne din se travel kar rahe the na bas tiredness feel ho raha tha.
Raj: Dekha kitna pareshan ho gyi Meri Naaz isliye mana kiya tha maine Aliya kuch bhi batane se.
Sana: Baba yeh kya baat hui aap mujhe beti nhi maante kya?
Raj: Arey!
Sana: Toh phir kyun nhi batana tha mujhe jaiye rest kijiye hum baad main baat karenge.
Raj: Tumhe zaroorat hai Naaz bacha humari.
Sana: Aapki beti kamzor nhi hai Baba bahut himmat hai mujhme aur maine Sidharth ko maaf nhi kiya hai, shayad kabhi nhi kar sakti par ye bhi sach hai baba main usse akela bhi nhi dekh sakti.
Raj: Kya matlab?
Sana: Shaam ko baat karte hai Baba aap jaiye rest kijiye main theek hoon.
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In Raj-Aliya Room

Raj: Kya karne wali thi Aliya?
Aliya: Kya galat kar rahi thi Main Raj beta hai voh mera nhi dekh sakti usko dukhi hote hue main.
Raj: Beti hai voh meri agar usko aur kuch jhelna pada na Aliya main tumhare bete ko kabhi maaf nhi karunga.
Aliya: Mera nhi Humara beta Raj.
Raj: Kaisa beta Aliya jisne humara haal puchna bhi zaroori nhi samjha 6 saalon main.
Aliya: Aapne...
Raj: Hnn malum hai Aliya maine bola tha uss waqt voh, tumhare touch main toh tha na toh kyun yaad nhi aaya ki ek baba bhi hai uska gusse main tha main, joh usne Naaz ke saath kiya tha na uske baad tum kaise umeed kar sakti ho ki main usse maaf kar deta.
Aliya: Toh voh bhi Khush nhi hai na Raj usne apni marzi se aapko chod ne ka decision nhi liya tha.
Raj: Uska decision uska khud ka tha Aliya tum bhi jaanti ho..,...
Mujhe yaad nhi karna voh sab, agar voh ussi decision par rehna chahata hai toh main usse nhi rokunga par agar iss baare main Naaz ko pta laga na Aliya toh main usse kya shayad tumhe bhi kabhi maaf nhi kar paunga. Isme Naaz ki galati nhi hai toh usse mat hi involve karna toh better hai.
Aliya: Itni nafrat ho gayi hai kya aapko Sidharth se?
Raj: Main aaj bhi usse utna hi pyaar karta hoon Aliya par shayad voh aaj bhi apni uss faltu zidd ke chalte sab barbaad kar de.
Aliya: Par aaj toh voh dono pehle jaise lag rahe the Raj, khush rahenge voh saath main.
Raj: Mujhse better kon jaanega Aliya dono bache hai mere par main na Naaz ko phir tut te hue nhi dekh sakta toh please samjha dena Sidharth ko ki iss baar uss bachi ka dil na tode kyunki iss baar Naaz akeli nhi hai.
Aliya: Raj Hume Shehnaaz ko sab Bata dena chaiye na.
Raj: Mana kiya na maine Aliya, Sidharth ko voh isliye maaf karegi taki main usse maaf kar doon par main voh nhi chahta kyunki mujhe bhi nhi pta ki Sidharth ne uss waqt joh kiya voh kiya kyun.
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Shehnaaz's Room

I don't know why I cried hugging Baba. Itne saalon main kabhi Dad ke saath bhi nhi royi par aaj kyun? I felt Baba Maa was hiding something but what Or am I overthinking?
I opened my Diary to read further about that beautiful day of my life.