UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

I was currently sitting with Rachit and was discussing about the next project we need to finalize but I was still lost in the events that took place the previous day.

I looked up but was not able to find a single clue in his eyes that could solve the mystery.
He wiped my tears and asked me.
Sid: Kya hua Shehnaaz?
Sana(breaking the hug and finally managing herself) : Kuch Nhi, You should leave Sidharth mere Mom-Dad are here and it's not safe if they see you here.
Sid: I won't.......till the time I meet Shanaya and Krish.
Sana: That's not possible for now.....
Sid(sternly) : Shehnaaz I'm not listening to you this time.

He announced and I was thinking what to do now as Sidharth in his stubborn mode is not someone you could win from, what will I tell my parents? I decided to let everything go for and make him meet my parents not as someone I loved but as Krish's friend.
..... LOVED OR STILL LOVES? ...... My heart questioned but I ignored it as always. I decided to let him meet Shanaya maybe it will also help me to find the answers of those questions.

Sana: Chalo.
Sid: U Sure? Abhi.... I mean tumhare parents.......

Sana: Shut up yaar milna bhi hai aur ye parents wala drama bhi karna hai, itni fikar hai toh mat milo Shanaya se....

Sid(laughing) : Haaye you still looks cute when you are irritated and angry at the same time Shehnaaz.

He kissed me at my forehead and opened the door so that I could move out and he could follow me to Krish's room but I was so dumbfounded with his sudden act.

My Heart: I wish this moment happens again and again.
Brain: C'mon he is not your boyfriend any longer, this wasn't right in fact him being here is not right.
Heart: Everything is right with him.
Brain: How could you trust him after all that?

I thought my heart won't tell the answer this time too and my brain will win but I was wrong and this time my heart won.

Heart: Because I want to.

This time I thought to listen to my heart again and before I could decide something else my brain again left me in thoughts.

Brain: If you broke this time Shehnaaz just like the previous one when you listened to your heart remember no one......

Oh just shut up I can't listen more than that..... I decided to let go where destiny takes me.

I got out of my room and took him to living room first so that I could find a way to introduce him to my parents.

Sid: Why are we here?
Sana: what?
Sid: I mean why didn't we go to the guest room?
Sana: Mom Dad se mil lo pehle then we would go there.
Sid (happiness in his tone) : Are you really going to make them meet me.
Sana: Why not?

I asked confused but when I looked at his face I knew what was he thinking but no it's not going to happen.

Sana: Sidharth see we are not what we were before so please koi galat hope mat rakhna it pains it actually does when the dreams we held previously is snatched away in a blink.

Sid: Sweeth..

Sana: I'm alright Sidharth kyunki jeena aa gaya hai ab mujhe anyways I'm going to introduce you as Krish's best friend and not mine.

Sid: Tumhara best friend toh main kabhi tha bhi nhi Shehnaaz, you were always more than a friend but definitely never a best .....

M: Shehnaaz..... Shehn....