UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

Krish: Sanu Sidharth kidhar hai?
Sana: Terrace par
Krish: Tujhe kuch baat karni thi na

I needed to tell him but is it important?
My mind answered yes it is as he is just accepting Sidharth for your love for him but my heart didn't agreed upon it. It believed that it's better that they befriends again because somewhere you were the reason both fought upon in the past.

Sana: Bahut saari baate Karni hai Krish. Rukega raat ko?
K: Sidharth hai na Sanu Tere saath aur phir mujhe Shanaya ko bhi toh dekhna hai vapis jaakar?
Sana: Kaisi hai voh?
K: Much better than before
Sana: This is such a great news Krish.
K: Milegi?
Sana(with moist eyes) : Milne dega Tu?
K: Hmm Sanu pehle main dar raha tha ki voh pta nhi kaise react karegi but then doctor and even Si... Told me that we need to witness her reactions before we decide that she is fine.
Sana(raising her eyebrows): Doctor and ?
K(in mind -- Ye kya karne wala tha main) : Doctors and psychiatrist.... Yeah Psychiatrists.....
Sana: Ok.
K: She is fine physically her clot has been removed to, nightmares bhi itne nhi aate ab, she can even live alone but I am afraid to do that more often and doesn't even freak out on our past. But about how strong she is emotionally is yet a mystery.
Sana: Tum usse laye ho yahan?
K: Nhi Sanu I just came to meet you and Sidharth so I haven't brought her.
Sana: Then you should leave akeli hogi voh.
K: Nhi Uncle Aunty ke saath hai.
Sana: huh... Dad ne toh nhi bataya we just talked.
K: Yeah I asked him to.
Sana: And why was that so?
K: Because I didn't wanted you to overthink about anything.
Sid: Kya baat chal rahi hai?
Sana: Tumhe batana zaroori nhi samajhti main.
K: Sanu...
Sana: What? Mera dost hai ya uska?
Sid: Well technically mera.
K: Actually yes.
Sana: jaa yaar Krish dost ke aate hi behn ko bhool jao.
Sid: Exactly my point tum behn ho and main dost so dost toh voh mera hi hai.

With this they both HiFi and laughed throwing their heads back.The scene I always wanted to see from the time I fell in love with Sidharth is here in front of my eyes, the two important people of my life bonding well with each other but when this is happening we aren't together and I guess can never be but I am happy seeing them bonding again and decided to not involve Krish in this topic ever, he has his own rights of happiness and I can't snatch them over the pain I kept buried in myself for so long. I can't express that neither to him nor to anyone. I felt my eyes getting heavier with tears on my own thoughts but before they could see them I masked my expressions.... The thing These Six Years told me.... MASKING EXPRESSIONS.
But something wasn't as usual about Sidharth, today he felt much more broken than i ever saw him. His eyes were a shade of red and his hairs were messy. Although I am loving this messy hairs look on him but still something is not right. I can smell mouth freshners that only happens when he smoke a lot around me. But why would he smoke today?

Sid: Acha sun na Krish...
K: Bol.
Sid: raat ko yahin ruk raha hai na?
K: Nhi Shanaya ko akele kaise?
Sid: Shut up man, akele nhi hai voh and yeh tu bhi bahut ache se jaanta hai. She is in the best place she could. Itne saal parents ke pyaar ke liye kitna tarsi hogi voh and now when she is with Mom Dad you don't interfere in her happiness.

I felt his eyes getting moist on parents ka pyaar but why? He always had his parents with him? And what surprised me was the bond they both shared at present. This just can't be developed in a day or two? Was I missing something and how did he even knew about Shanaya, I never told him but at last I felt my heart running in a marathon when he called my parents Mom Dad. It wasn't right I know but my heart never believed it as For my heart everything related with Sidharth is correct.

Sana: How did you know?
Sid: What?
Sana: How did you know about Shanaya Sidharth?
Sid(muttered under his breathe) : Fuck man....

His facial expressions were as blank as it could but his eyes held a pool of sadness in it, was it because he was going to lie or because he remembered something painful.