UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

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Sana was busy reading her diary when her mother called her.
M: Sana come down. It's evening let's have snacks. Ur dad is back too u could talk whatever u wanted.
Sana: Coming Mom.

She kept her diary in locker and went towards the living room.

Sana: Hey! Dad. Kaisa tha Aapka aaj Ka din?
D: It was fine doll. Batao what's going on.
Sana: Aaj subah se toh nothing much. But I have a news to share.
D: Just share???
Sana: I need to know your opinion in my career.
D: Fine. First let's have evening tea then u can.
Sana: Ok dad.
M: Here it is. What u wanted to talk Sana.
Sana: Mom as I m doing internship from past few years I think it's time to go ahead in it.
M: This is nice.
D: Elaborate what you wanna say as I know u, this will not come up untill u have something more important.
Sana: Last month I gave an interview and I got a call last evening telling that they finalized me.
D:U gave interview in which fashion house?
Sana: Vogue Fashion house. So I need ur advice should I join it?
D: U wanna join it? U have checked everything right?
Sana: Yes Dad, I rechecked everything. They are giving nice package as starting and it will eventually help me in experience when I open my own fashion house. Meri internship almost finished hai and there is no job timing in it. We just have to finish the order details they give us on time & that to from home So I don't think there's as such a problem. what do u thinks?
D: It seems fine as such. I don't think there is a problem . Its totally your wish u wanna join or not. from when do you have to join ?
Sana: Next month after completing my internship.
D: Great then We are fine .
M: Do you have anything to do now Sana?
Sana: As such now I have nothing to do Mom. Do u have some work?
M: Yes I need to go for shopping will u accompany?
Sana: Of course I will. Dad will u come?
D: No u two can go. I'm busy.
Sana: Ok then. Come on Mom lets go then.

AT SHOPPING MALL

Sana's pov:

From the time I entered this mall I'm feeling strange, the feeling I have last experienced 6 years ago the last time. I ignored the feeling when i saw my mom smiling towards me. I don't want to spoil her mood with my thoughts. I have seen my mom genuinely happy without my worry after years.
We shopped for everything, from groceries to clothes.
I was standing in line with mom to pay bill, when I felt that strange feeling again but this time very strongly when I realized that he is near me. After 6 years the feeling still remains the same. My mind warned me to not look back as I may fall weak but my heart revolted, it wanted to see him fine in front of my eyes after these long years. I was involved in my own thoughts when From this crowd too I heard his voice and without even my knowing I turned back and I saw him standing with his friends and laughing. I saw him laughing and I felt my world stopped. There was a time I could hear this laugh with all my heart but now everything is changed and he is the only reason for this change. I was involved in my thoughts so much that I didn't realized that I whispered his name...
Sana: Sidharth......
But he turned back at the same moment and I met with his eyes, the eyes which at once showed care affection and love can now only be called emotionless. I felt I m breaking again but before I could I handed the cards to Mom and went outside.
Sana: Mom I m going outside. It's quite suffocating here.
M: Fine stay near the car.
Sana: okay.

I ran outside and I didn't realized when tears started falling from my eyes. I m crying even my mind forces me not to.
Mind: Stop crying Sana. He is not worth it.
Heart: Why me again? When I started to move on in my life why do u have to send him again in my life God. I was finally trying to be happy then why again?
Mind: DON'T U REMEMBER MOM SAYS GOD ONLY TEST THOSE WHOM THEY THINK CAN PASS IT AND SHE EVEN SAID ONCE THAT TO MOVE ON FROM ANY KIND OF PROBLEM OR PAST U FIRST NEED TO FACE IT.
Heart: I will face him but right now I m not ready I will break down for sure.

Before my mind could answer something I saw mom coming towards me. I wiped my tears and sat in the car when mom came I just passed a smile to her. The ride to home was silent as I still was In an emotional state and I guess mom sensed it but didn't say anything. On reaching home I said
Sana: mom I m going in my room and don't wait for me at dinner as I m not hungry.
Before she could say anything I went towards my room.

In Room.....
She can't loose her mind. She needs to stay strong.
She took a paper and pen and sat down to express herself as she could only express her feelings by writing.
But what she wrote surprised her too. She never in her dreams imagined that she will be writing something like this again.

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Any guess what she could have written.
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