UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

SIDHARTH'S POV.

I saw her again........
The one who destroyed my life, the one who snatched the only calmness I had in my life........ The one who snatched my life..... The one who snatched Meri jaan meri Shehnaaz....

The only thought about that night still wants me to punish me to my guts.
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I was so angry after seeing her but then I saw Shehnaaz's eyes ....... Those beautiful orbs were filled with so many unshed tears and I knew that she was shattering again .....and ........once again the reason was me.........

I felt her trembling seeing her for obvious reason of course but what I didn't liked was the way she was trying to handle this, it was so obvious from her eyes that she was feeling difficult to breathe there so I just held her hand and she turned towards me with those brown orbs filled with the same fear I last saw in her eyes when I broke our beautiful relation ......

Sid: U are strong meri jaan i know you can do it.
Sana: I can't Sidharth....

This was not my Shehnaaz, she can never be this, her way of dealing everything was what made me fell for her . I held her hand more firmly and started moving outwards and she didn't protested.

Rachit: Sidharth kya hua kahan jaa rahe ho? At least sign the consent first..
Sid: Yeah man just a minute excuse us.

I hated him for this moment. I know her emotions couldn't be read because of how good she is in hiding them but dost kehta hai na khud ko uska toh samajh nhi aata kya?

Rachit: Shehnaaz...
Sid: What now Rachit?
Rachit: I called Shehnaaz Sidharth.
Sid: I said excuse us Rachit we have something important to do in a minute so kindly excuse us for a moment.

With this I came out with Shehnaaz without waiting for his response because for now Shehnaaz was more important than that stupid conversation.
I pulled her to her cabin and locked the door so that no one could disturb us for a few moments.

Sid: Shehnaaz baby just look at me.
Sana: Why should I Sidharth?
Sid: Shehnaaz....
Sana: Stay away Sidharth.... Please stay away from me...
Sid: Sweetheart....
Sana: No I am not your sweetheart how could I forget it.... How dumb I'm yaar.... I did the same mistake again...... I.....

She threw all the things on her table on the floor breaking mostly all of them and scattering the glass on floor
She was going to step on one of the pieces when I pulled her towards me and she landed on my chest and looked straight in my eyes with hurt clearly visible on her face.

Sid: Meri jaan...
Sana: Chodo mujhe.....
Sid: kabhi nhi
Sana: Sidharth stop it yaar kitna natak karoge, vapis todna chahte ho??? Bolo..... Kitna aur Sidharth..... 6 saal pehle tod kar khush nhi hue kya? Ab vapis kyun?
Kya chahte ho tum dono?
Jab main actually theek thi, jab main jee rahi thi finally kyun aaye vapis tum ? Kyun  Sidharth.....

She clutched my shirt in her small hands and pulled it while I still kept my hands on her waist not letting her go out of my hold.

Sid: Baby just listen to me once.
Sana: Kya bologe ki vapis koi planning thi so that you could satisfy your fucking ego..... Iss baar kis liye haan ab kya bigada tha maine tumhara....... Tumhari Girlfriend ne vapis bola hai kya aisa karne ke liye...
Sid: Girlfriend nhi hai yaar voh meri.
Sana: Oh yeah humesha yahi toh tha na, girlfriend thi kab voh tumhari voh toh zindagi thi na teri, Kyun Sidharth kyun kar raha hai mere saath aisa please chod mujhko, maan li yaar maine haar nhi hai mujhme himmat vapis tutne ki, please haath jodti hoon main tere aage agar vapis vahi sab karne aaya hai toh please chala ja main phir se....