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35.CALM BEFORE THE STORM

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Sana: I don't know you.

Mr. Singh: You know me very well Sanu.
Sana: And who are you?

I felt Sidharth standing by my side and pressing our hands as if giving himself the assurance that I'm still his but am I?
My heart replied YES and apparently my brain didn't questioned it this time.

Mr. Singh: Why do you always forget me Sanu?
Sid: Voh keh rahi hai na nhi jaanti...
Mr.Singh: I am not talking to you Sidharth and it will be nice if you don't interfere in between us.
Sana(angrily) : Excuse me there's nothing called "us" between you and me.

K: Sanu relax baba see I guess I have seen this person somewhere. Maybe I'm wrong but I feel it like school main Dekha hai kahin toh and that too many time's.

This was the first time I looked properly at his face and realized that I have seen him too. Maybe his facial features have been changed but...... Wait O God..... Is this Aryan Singh........

Sana: Iss project ke creatives ki file kahan hai Sidharth?
Mr. Singh: I guess pehachan liya tumne Sanu.
Sid: Kya hua sweetheart?
Mr. Singh: Sweetheart? Have I missed something?
Sana: Stop it Guys!

Krish passed me on the files and then I noticed the details he is Aryan, the same Aryan who was a sincere friend to me at a time but also one of the reason for what I'm today. I know all that happened was never his fault but he was one of the reasons that happened.

Mr. Singh: So ab bhi nhi milegi kya Sanu?

Sid: Nhi jaa....
Sana: I know him Sidharth.....
Mr. Singh: See I said you know me.

He hugged me and I reciprocated it too with one hand as he was never at fault it was Sidharth who was wrong in this regard so I can't break my friendship just for his sake.

Sana: Hi Aryan long time man.

When I said Aryan I felt Sidharth loosening his grip on my hand and finally he left it.
I didn't wanted it to happen but it was destined. I felt him leaving after turning back but I held his hand again.
I broke the hug still holding his hand. He tried wriggling out and I saw sadness in his eyes.

Aryan: Tu gayab ho gayi thi Shehnaaz.
Sana: I know.
Aryan: Kaisi hai?
Sana: Jaisi bhi hoon khud dekh le saamne khadi hoon
Aryan: Yeh Krish hai na.
Sana: Hnn.
Aryan: Hi Krish.
K: Hi Aryan. Kaisa hai tu.

Sidharth wasn't fine and I didn't wanted to leave him. I gestured Krish to do something and he assured me with his eyes.
At the same time I heard my phone ringing and caller Id was Krish. He gestured me to go and talk with Sidharth first.

Sana: I will see you guys soon.
Aryan: Arey but how do I contact you again?

When he said about contact Sidharth jerked my hand and went away.

Sana: Itni bhi kya jaldi hai Aryan ab toh kafi din milna chalta hi rahega. Aur contact toh tumhare pass hoga hi mera after all Event designer ho. Krish i need to take this call I will see you. Take care Aryan.
Aryan: You too take care.
K: Ghar par milte hai.
Sana: Hmm ok.

With this I ran out to see Sidharth and found him smoking leaning against the car. Why does he has to smoke all the time.

I went near him and kept my hand on his shoulder. Without turning back he threw his cigarette as if sensing me but never looked at me.

Sid: Sana please leave me alone for a while.
Sana: Nhi i will not.
Sid: Kyun itni ziddi ho tum yaar ...
Sana: Kya hua hai Sidharth?

With this he turned and grabbed my shoulders tightly. It was paining but when I saw the pain in his eyes I knew mine was nothing in front of it.

Sid: Have u fucking lost it Shehnaaz? Tum nhi jaanti kya hua hai? Tumhe nhi hai kuch bhi yaad? Bolo kya main ab sahi main matter nhi karta tumhare liye? Ya phir tumhari voh sab baate galat thi ya phir humara rishta galat tha .....

How dare he? Here I was trying to understand him once again because my heart wasn't ready to believe that he never loved me by the pain in his eyes but once again it just broke me down.
I jerked his hands because now he has to learn to draw a line.

Sana(angrily) : Shut up Sidharth!!!! Don't you dare speak anything about my love for you ever again. Uss din bola tha aur aaj hum iss kagar par khade hai, mera pyaar tab bhi sacha tha aaj bhi sacha hai aur humesha sacha rahega. It was you that day or rather I should say it was always you who have been insecure about everything and that day I realized you were insecure because you might have never loved me enough or maybe because it was never love actually, it was just a part.....

Sid: Stop it Shehnaaz please stop it. Haan pta hai galat tha main uss din but mera pyaar kisi shart ka mohtaaz nhi tha.

With this he broke down and sat on his knees. I felt pain in my heart seeing him like this. I knew his love was not fake but this was what he actually said that day and even wanted me to believe it. My eyes were full of unshed tears seeing him like this.

Sana: Shshsh.... Sidharth please mat kar baba uth jaa chal we need to go home.

Sid: I'm sorry Shehnaaz please just forgive me na baby, whatever I did was bec....

Sana: It doesn't matter Sidharth what ever you did has happened and it has already affected whatever we shared.

With this I too broke down and sat leaning besides him. He hugged me as tightly as he could and I let it be because I knew this was what we both needed at present.
I can't really understand you Sidharth. If this is what is true then was that day a lie?

A lie or the reality that destroyed you Shehnaaz my mind answered me but my heart was quick to respond...

Not her but it destroyed both of them.

We both were just embracing each other's sorrows in a complete silence but my mind wondered is it just silence or is
THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM?

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