UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

53. IS EVERYTHING SORTED?

Sid: Ahh maa aaj aap mere kaan ke dushman kyun ban gaye ho chodo...
Aliya: Nhi meri baari main toh teri shirt gili ho gayi thi na.
Sid: Haan toh abhi bhi... Ahh.... Ho gayi but sukh jayegi.
Raj: Aliya kyun dukhi kar rahi ho chod do.

Maa left his ear and looked at me before speaking.

Aliya: Dekh rahi hai na Shehnaaz, inko bhi ab meri koi value nhi hai beta joh mil gaya vapis.

But before I could speak anything both Sidharth and Baba pulled maa in a group hug and I was left admiring them.
I just wish ki ab ye humesha aise hi khush rahe.

I was about to get aside from Sidharth not having an intention to break this moment when I felt him holding my hand and breaking the hug himself.
I looked at him confused but instead of answering he asked me in a stern voice.

Sid: Tu kahan jaa rahi hai?
Sana: Kahin bhi toh nhi.

And before I could guess he engulfed me in his arms and his face in crook of my neck and I could feel his tears on my skin.

Sana: Sidharth...
Sid: Shhsh Thank you so much, tu nhi laati toh shayad kabhi pta hi nhi chalta ki I was missing him and this home so damn much.
Sana: Sidharth ro mat na bebu chod mujhe.

He wiped his tears and broke the hug and gave me that bunny smile but his eyes showed how emotional he was.

Sana: Acha Baba
Raj: Haan
Sana: Hum yahin se vapis jaaye ya andar aane doge.
Raj: Arey haan chalo dono andar.

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We were done with dinner when baba got whole of our attention.

Raj: Sidharth...
Sid: Ji.
Raj: Tumne mujhe maaf kar diya na?
Sid: Baba main gussa tha hi nhi.
Raj: Sidharth see uss time par maine joh bhi kiya na voh...
Sid: It's ok baba.
Raj: Nhi let me complete it this time.

I held his hand to stop him from interfering this time because like everyone Baba has suffered a lot to and he has the right to vent it out.

Raj: Sidharth jab uss din tune bola na ki you have broke up with her, sahi boloon toh bahut gussa aaya but then samajh aaya ki shayad jhagde honge, bache the na bahut common hota hai uss waqt.
But itna yakeen tha ki alag nhi hoge, kyunki maine iss bachi ki aankhon main dekha tha how she loves you, bahut badi baate hai but hume tazurba hai bacha teri usse pehle ki kisi girlfriend se hume voh vibes nhi aayi par Naaz ke aane ke baad hume pta tha ki tum dono ek doosre ke liye bane ho, humne tumhe saath main haste hue, rote hue, jhagdte hue sab tarah dekha hai, but kabhi ye nhi socha tha ki tum alag ho jaoge. Reason toh mujhe aaj bhi pta nhi hai par itna pta hai voh faisla tera tha Sidharth, kyunki jis din Naaz last time ghar aayi thi na voh bahut khush thi tujhse milne ke liye par tu usse gusse main lekar bahar nikla tha, hume shayad uss din hi rokna chaiye tha par pta nhi we thought tumhari age zaroor kam hai but you are much sensible to handle it.
And when you said That you are dating Kiran now I just couldn't take it and on the top of that you were telling us you are leaving for London how could you accept me to handle all this in a moment Sidharth. Tu beta tha toh voh bhi toh beti thi na, tera dukh dikhta tha toh uska bhi toh dikhta tha. I said don't enter this house until Shehnaaz forgives you, ye tumhe nikalne ke liye isliye kahan tha ki shayad tujhe realize ho aur tum dono sort out kar lo but shayad main galat tha mere toh dono bache mujhse dur ho gaye na, itni toh galti nhi thi humari Sidharth.

I can't hold it in myself now, Baba crying and expressing himself was never I thought him to be, he always carried that I don't care wala attitude but seeing him like this I realize that just because of us they have suffered so much.
I hugged him tightly and whispered.

Sana: I'm sorry baba aapki koi galti nhi hai, it's my fault I should have not left you like that.
Sid: Baba....

Sidharth sat in front of him and took his hands in his, thus I left him and Maa hugged me. He wiped his tears and started saying...