UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

16.SPECIAL MEMORIES....

Why is my life so messed up? I can't even tell my parents anything they don't deserve my pain God please let them be happy at least. I have stopped asking you anything for me but please let my parents live peacefully.

Sana: Dad I know you all think that I'm unhappy but I'm not. I just got busy in my studies that I didn't get time to enjoy with my friends and vaise bhi Krish aur Shanaya toh nhi the na enjoy kaise karti?
D: Sana bacha u too know this is not the reason anyways let it be. Just be happy the way you want bacha.
M: Tumhaare project ka kya hua bacha?
Sana: It's going well. Ek assignment complete ki hai let's hope that I get it as my first official project. I don't know the details of the companies associated but I know that this is going to be the greatest turnover of the year.
D: We know your talent bacha u will get it for sure.
Sana: I just hope so.
M: Will u complete the project from home too.
Sana: No Mom If I get this I need to stay in Banglore for at least a month for details of the projects and to know the choices of the people associated and then designs I can complete from here.
D: U will manage alone?
Sana: Obviously Dad abhi toh aapne bola tha I'm quite happy when I'm studying then this will be my first project so I will manage surely.
D: Fine.

It was evening when I got the official mail that I'm selected as the assistant designer for the project and the main designer would be from some other Fashion house. I got a team of 20 people who will work for me but I need to work under that person. Strange, details were not mentioned but I can't loose this opportunity. I told Mom and Dad about the same and they were quite happy. I needed to leave in two days from now.
Next day I told Krish about the same when I called him to ask about Shanaya. He was really happy for me and it made me feel that why didn't I cared for them when they actually were my life. Without even realising I made a mistake 6 years ago to ignore them.
He even told me that they will go to banglore two weeks from now for Shanaya's checkup and then he will meet me. Everything was going on fine in my life but I still felt an emptiness that I know can never be fulfilled. I need to focus on my career now and not on my past which has just broken me.
Although the relation between me and Krish is not same as before but he still motivates me to live my life happily without even him realising the same.

I was sitting in my room and was seeing my diary when I saw the date on it and all the moments which at a time meant my world came to my mind.

21 June 2013
Hi my dear diary. It has been 6 months now when I met Sidharth and I'm happy being with him. I still don't know what problem Krish has when Sidharth tries to flirt with me or even talk to me as Krish ignores all the talks related to Sidharth with me. I tried so many times to tell him about our friendship but he never listened. Shanaya knows about our bond but she suggested to not tell Krish if he actually feels Sidharth should not be my friend.
Today when I reached school I saw Krish behaving strangely with me as he is upset about something.
Sana: Hey Krish!!
K: Hi Shehnaaz.
Sana: Kya hua???
K: Kuch nhi and even if something has happened you should not bother about it.
Sana: Kya hua hai?
K: Nothing Sana I need to go.
Sana: Par Krish.... Shanaya do u have any idea what happened?
Shanaya: Relax kar I will ask him later on. Just focus on class now.
Whole day he kept ignoring me and I didn't even know the reason. Shanaya tried so many times but he just ignored her too. It was the last period and fortunately it was free. I was wondering what has happened to Krish all of a sudden when I heard Samaksh Jain taking about Sidharth to Tanmay Aneja
Sam: Yaar Sidharth was never like this.
T: True yaar, khud ke alawa he never even posted our pictures together and what he has done today is something I never expected.
Sam: Hum usse kitne saalon se jaante hai yaar, best friend kehta hai aur batana bhi zaroori nhi samajha usne. We would have been happy for him yaar.
T: Badal Gaya hai voh yaar.
Sid: Kon badal gaya aur tum log yahan kya kar rahe ho? Class nhi attend karni.
Sam: Nhi be aur tujhe kya hai subah se toh ignore kar raha hai na toh ab kyun aaya hai, jaa usi ke pass.

It was so confusing,aisa kya kar diya Sidharth ne aaj ki voh apne best friends ko ignore kar raha tha

Sid: Sam yaar not again bola toh maine aise hi post kar di maine voh pic.
T: Abe Teri itni girlfriends rahi hai na par tune aaj tak kabhi unme se bhi kisi ki pic post nhi ki.
Sid: abhi tak nhi ki toh kya ab bhi nhi kar sakta.
Sam: Vahi toh kab se chal raha hai yeh?
Sid: Kya chal raha hai?
T: Don't be such Sid. We would always be happy for u bata toh deta yaar. Facebook se pta chal raha hai ki u r seeing someone.
Sid: Abe usne sun liya na toh problem ho jayegi and I'm not seeing anyone.
Sam: Sun liya mtlb issi school main hai?
Sid: Haan par vaisa kuch nhi hai joh tum log soch rahe ho, sirf dost hai yaar voh.
T: sirf dost aur tune itna bada post kar diya? Hamare liye toh kabhi birthday tak pe bhi nhi kiya be aur uske liye without any special date post kar diya.
Sid: Special hi hai yaar dhyaan se post dekhte toh pta lagta na.
Sam: Sahi hai be ab sab vahi se toh pta karenge na tere baare main.

I was wondering when Shanaya came towards me and told me the reason why Krish was upset. I was wondering how is this possible?
Sana: Are u sure Shanaya yehi baat hai.
Shanaya: jitna main jaanti hoon usko he has seen something on Sidharth's timeline and thus he is angry from u. Not actually angry but upset that u didn't told him.
Sana: Kya nhi bataya yaar usko, voh Sidharth ke baare main kuch sunne toh bataoon na. Anyways tu usko dekh main dekhti hoon aisa kya post kiya hai Sidharth ne.
Shanaya:Ok.

Shanaya went again and I saw Samaksh and Tanmay walking away and Sidharth was going towards his class when I ran towards him and pulled him towards a passage where no student comes during this period.
Sid: wth Sana dara diya baby tune.
Sana: kya kiya hai tumne Sidharth?
Sid:kya?
Sana: Sidharth see I'm serious what have you posted on Facebook yaar.
Sid: tumne nhi dekha?
Sana: dekha but mujhe na maza aa raha hai tumse puchne main......
Pagal ho gaye ho kya nhi dekha tabhi puch rahi hoon na?
Sid: Shaant sweetheart Itna gussa kyun kar rahi hai? Aaj kitna special din tha yaar I thought we would spend some time together but dekho tumhe kitna gussa kar rahi ho. Kuch hua hai?
Sana: Baad main Sidharth first tell me kya kiya hai tune?
He showed me his phone and what I saw I was shocked too.
He posted one of our pictures from that day with the caption:
" The past 6 months have been an absolute thrill with you. From being strangers you have taken a place no one else could ever. The time I spent with you I realised that I was wasting my life before you. I know you might not be the most outspoken person I ever met but u are the only one I need to listen to for my entire life without any break.
This date 6 months back changed me to a person I never imagined myself to be.
Happy 6 months of our first meet baby."

Sid: Happy 6 months of our first meet Sana.
Sana: Sidharth yeh sab....
Sid: Pasand nhi aaya?
Sana: pasand ki baat nhi hai Sidharth..I loved it but tujhe yaad kaise tha?
Sid: When I say u r special I mean it Sweetheart. Aaj se pehle I hardly remembered any dates but in your case I remember everything.
Sana: Kyun Sidharth, sirf dost hoon na tumhari toh phir kyun itna special feel karvata hai?
Sid: Sirf dost nhi hai tu Sana, u r more than that to me, point out nhi karunga what u r because I don't want our relationship to be affected but whatever it is na Sana it is very special baby. Kabhi nhi socha tha ki kisiko apni life ke baare main itna sab bata dunga main. Bahut dost hai yaar mere but no one has ever been like you..
Sana: Sidharth.....

What do you think Sana will tell Krish about this situation and what will she answer Sidharth?
Do you think Sidharth did right?
What do you think will happen in Banglore?

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