UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

20.KRISH MEETS SID-NAAZ.

Sana's PoV.
Why do I feel something is not right? Uski aankhon main Aaj bhi aisa kuch nazar aata hai joh voh chupana chahta hai, uski aankhen Aaj bhi dikhati hai ki voh kitna akela hai, par phir Maa-Baba ne kyun bola ki Uske pass bahut log hai? Kyun voh unke saath nhi rehta? There is so much I need to know but I know I have no right to interfere in his life. Today when I talked arrogantly to him I felt so bad but what else could I do? I can't let him know that he still affects me in the same way, I can't let him break me once again so I have to do what I did today. But right now I have to think about Krish, he can't meet Sidharth as I don't want him to feel that he was not with me when I needed him the most. I need to do something so that he doesn't get to know about Sidharth being here. I was busy thinking about it when Rachit came in.
R: U alright Shehnaaz?
Sana: Hnn,...... what did you just said I didn't heard it sorry....
R: U look lost Shehnaaz ?
Sana: nhi it's alright kuch soch rahi thi.
R: U sure?
Sana: Yes I'm sure, tum batao Aaj koi kaam nhi hai tumhare pass?
R: Arre can't I come here ? Appointment leni padegi kya tumhare cabin main aane ke liye?
Sana: Why are you getting offensive aisa hi pucha u generally are not free na.
R: offensive nhi ho raha hoon btw lunch time hai and u were not there so I thought that I should call you.
Sana: I'm not feeling to have lunch right know u go I will eat later.
R: Nhi I'm not going to leave you.
Sana: I have some work Rachit please try and understand.
R: I'm going to mend some rules now, no work during lunch, now common get up.
Sana: Rachit I'm not in a mood.......
R: Fine I'm going to stay back with you here till you finish your work .......
Sana: why...... acha listen just go i promise I will be there in five minutes.
R: Sure?
Sana: Yes.
R: Fine just five minutes.
When I reached the area Rachit called me and I just went there with a small smile, during the whole time I felt someone gazing me and I had a idea who this could be. I turned around to see him, there he was sitting all alone and staring right into my eyes, his eyes still hold the power to make me vulnerable but I cannot let him break me this time, I quickly left the place as my phone started ringing.
Sana: yes Krish?
K: Where are you?
Sana: In my office only, where are you ?
K: tumhare office ke neeche you come down let's go for a coffee I'm tired from travelling.
Sana: Abhi toh 3 baje hai u were supposed to come at 4 right?
K: neeche toh aa Sanu baith kar baat karte hai?
Sana: Fine just a minute.
I quickly messaged Rachit about me leaving due to some urgent work and when I stepped out of my cabin, I bumped into someone....... not again I don't want to face him right now. I wanted to avoid him and here he was not letting me do that.
Sana: I'm sorry.
I was about to go when his voice full of anger stopped me, why is he angry now?
Sid: Tumhari Yeh Aadat nhi badlegi na.
Sana: I'm in a hurry Mr.Arora, we will talk some other time if it's not related to work.
Sid: Ya right, you are free for everyone but not me.
Sana: Excuse me!!!
Sid: Kyun Rachit se dhang se baat kar sakti ho, Maa-Baba se ache se baat karti Ho, Abhi phone par bhi u looked happy then why can't you talk to me normally?
Sana: I'm not in a mood Mr.Arora, I have some urgent works to do.
My phone rang again and I was happy as i didn't wanted to answer these questions, not now atleast and why the hell was he asking me this?
K(on call) : kahan rehti gyi Sanu?
Sana:Arey a minute baba, I was stuck with someone
K:Anything important?Should I come up?
Sana: nhi nhi nothing important u cut the call I'm just coming.
Sid: Shehnaaz....
Sana: Ab toh samajh aa gaya hoga that I'm actually in a hurry kindly excuse now.
Sid: Problem kya hai Shehnaaz? Aur kiska call tha?
Sana: Jiska bhi call tha it should not matter to you Mr.Arora.
Sid: U are not going to tell?
Sana: I hate mixing my personal and professional life so please excuse.
.....

K: What took you so long Sanu?
Sana: Nothing yaar Krish.
K: Irritated kyun lag rahi ho? Sidharth se jhagda hua kya?
Sana: Voh beech main kahan se aaya Krish?
K: Voh toh starting se hamare beech main hi tha Sanu, and u remember jab bhi you fought with him tumhara mood aisa hi rehta tha.
Sana: Kya hai yaar Krish.... Chal let's go even I need a coffee now.
K: chal.
We were about to leave when a voice stopped us. "U won't meet me Krish? " Why does he has to come here?
Now what will I tell Krish?
I have not informed him about Sidharth being here and that he is the other designer I had to work with.
K: Yeh awaaz toh sunni hui lag rahi hai.... But yahan par mujhe kon jaanta hai tere aalawa Sanu?
Sana: Krish......
Sid: Kitne saalon baad mil raha hai how would you remember. Just turn around Krish.
K: Sidharth.....
Sid: U weren't expecting me here right.
Sidharth hugged him and I stood awkwardly there not knowing what to say, krish gave me a what is he doing here look even when I constantly denied him being here.
K: Long time Sid... I was actually not expecting you here.
Sidharth saw me and I know it's all messed up now, I think I should have told Krish everything way before this but his next words surprised me as I was not expecting it.
Sid: Even I had no plan to come here, But I had to, Maa Baba bhi hai idhar so I thought sab ko ek saath hi mil leta hoon. Aur phir I thought Shehnaaz ke liye surprise bhi ho jayega aakhir yeh kab se gussa thi toh manane ke liye kuch toh karna tha.
I gave him a wth look. He is making it more difficult for me to explain things to Krish.
K: Gussa kyun thi?
Sana: Kuch nhi Krish.... Chod jaane de let us go varna late ho jayega tujhko aur Shanaya vahan akeli hai na.
Sid: Are ruko abhi toh dhang se mile bhi nhi.
K: Sanu you spend time with him, I don't mind and I won't come between you both this time, tumhare liye he has come here so I think coffee ka next time dekhte hai abhi I should leave.
Sid: Nhi don't spoil your plans,I will meet her some other time.
Sana: He is right Krish let's go.
K: Sana now this is something serious yaar, did you both had a fight?
Sana: Arey kuch nhi hua chal na yaar.
K: Fine chalte hai Sidharth you too join us.
Sid: Nhi I mean how can I?
K: Kyun nhi, I know things were quite awkward and ugly between us but that was years ago, itne saalon main I have learnt that life is too unpredictable so why to hold onto grudges. Bhool ja purani baaton ko Sidharth.
Sid: It's not about purani baate Krish....
K: Sanu will not object, Sanu chal yaar bol usko chalne ko teri baat toh maan lega.
Sana(sarcastic): Hnn Hnn aaj tak sab bate joh mani hai isne meri.
K: Chod na yaar tumhare jhagde ko, abhi let's go I have to go to hospital too late ho jaayega
Sana: Chalo....
Sid: Tumne kuch kahan...
Sana: Sidharth come join us for coffee.....
Sid: That's better, u sure Krish? I will meet her some other time na.
K: Arey chal na yaar, Tu kab se itna formal hone laga.
Sid: Everything changes with time Krish, anyways chalo.
I found his tone getting sad now but why does it affect me?
We sat in almost silence even in the coffee shop, I was busy in my phone messaging Rachit and Krish and Sidharth they seemed so awkward to talk to each other but Krish decided to break it.
K: Everything fine right? U guys seem so serious. And what are you busy in Sanu?
Sana: Sab theek hai Krish you don't need to worry and I was just messaging Rachit.
K: Rachit??
Sana: Senior hai mera but more like a friend to me here.
I felt Sidharth being angry again but I shrugged it as I don't want to talk to him in front of Krish.
Sid: Kahan gayab tha itne time se Krish? No calls, No messages, gayab hi ho gaye tu to.
K: No offense yaar Sidharth but tumhare touch main aane ka toh koi matlab hi nhi tha after I lost touch with Sanu, and to be honest I didn't even tried.
Sid: U are forgetting that you were my friend before I met Sa... Shehnaaz.
K: That friendship was ruined when you entered Sanu's life Sidharth.
Sana: Krish I'm sorry I should have listened to you.
K: Why are you sorry Sanu, may be I was wrong about Sidharth see you both are happy together right?
Sid: Forget it Krish, you just said why to remember the things which occurred in the past so leave this topic. I hope you don't vanish again.
K: It depends on you Sidharth, if you still have a problem with our friendship then I'm sure I will have to face all of it again.
Sana: Stop it guys, I'm not letting you go Krish even if someone has a problem with us now. Itne saal I never contacted you because.....
K: because...
I was going to tell him the reason,that it was my guilt that stopped me but no I can't......
Thankfully his phone rang avoiding me from this conversation.
K: Hello, Is anything serious??? I will be there.
Sana: kya hua Krish?
K: nothing serious but I need to go.
Sana: Shanaya...
K: I will message you once I reach there. Sidharth can drop you home.
Sana: Just message me about her and take care.
After he left I thought I should leave too.
I got up and was about to go when he held my hand and dragged me towards the car. I tried many times to remove my hand from his grip but each time I tried it grew stronger.
Sana: Leave me Sidharth...
Sid: Just don't Shehnaaz abhi nhi just sit in the car quietly.
Sana: And why the hell do you think I am going to listen to you?
Sid: Because you have to....
Sana: Just don't cross your limits Mr.Arora colleague ho stay like that.
Sid: Shehnaaz just don't test my patience right now otherwise...
Sana(shouting): Otherwise what will you do???
Sid: Sweetheart please don't otherwise I don't know what will I do.
Sana: I will tell you what you will do, you will leave once again Sidharth , leaving me all alone again but you know what I will be glad this time as I don't want you in my life anymore Sidharth, I can't break down again.
I saw his eyes getting moist was he getting affected No he cannot.... my mind screamed but my heart was in its own world, I can see him getting irritated, angry too but I can't see him in tears.
Did I just went overboard I should have not shouted on him. But my mind won this time by saying has he cared when he left you 6 years back? Then why do you care about him.
Sid: Jo sochna hai Soch lo Shehnaaz but just sit in the car god dammit.
With this he punched the bonnet of the car making me flinch back in fear why the hell does he have to behave this way. I tried not to argue and sat in the car not wanting to create a scene here but all the way to my home I was just thinking about his behaviour. Why does I see some pain in his eyes, why I still feel the same connection with him I felt back then? This is getting to much for me but I need to stop my heart on thinking about this as my parents are going to come tomorrow and I can't upset them anymore and thinking about Sidharth means getting upset about all those moments which I spent imagining them as real. I didn't realised when we reached my home but once I saw it I got out of the car without even turning back and neither did he stopped me.

Sidharth PoV:
I just reached home after dropping Shehnaaz, home...... this word sounds so funny to me now. A home where there are no parents, no friends just walls and loneliness but this is what I chose for myself. That day when I saw Shehnaaz entering the conference room I felt my world stopped, I saw her after whole 6 years, but then I realised I'm standing in middle of a room with so many people just watching us so I turned my gaze away but her eyes told she misunderstood me, I saw towards Rachit so that he doesn't guess about me knowing her from before but she felt I forgot her, how can I actually forget her? But I felt it was good that she misunderstood me only. After working with her I realised that I can't actually ignore her, I know she will never forget the past and even I can't but atleast she could talk normally with me but she just ignored me if it was anything other than work. Is it that easy for her to ignore me?

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To be continued......
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