UNREQUITED LOVE-THE UNSTRECHED STRINGS OF TWO HEARTS ??

21.WAS HE AT FAULT EVER???

Sidharth's Pov
I pulled out a cigarette from my pocket while thinking;
Why don't you understand Shehnaaz I just came to talk normally but you are so full of the frustrations of the past that you don't even realize that you are just giving yourself pain by running away from the past. In these six years I never thought that I can face you again but when I saw you that day I felt I'm breathing again, Before that, there were your memories your smile, your laughter that kept me alive but the day I saw you again I knew that this heart still beats for you. Bahut try kiya yaar Maine ki main tumse dur hi rahu kyunki joh maine 6 saal pehle kiya tha I know I don't deserve forgiveness but it was what I was supposed to do, koi aur option nhi tha mere pass baby, I know I broke everything that day but please sweetheart atleast ek baar just once listen to me na. Every time I see you laughing with Rachit I know that you are not genuinely happy but just pretends so that no one question what's wrong but trust me Shehnaaz it still hurts. I know you are just trying to ignore me but till when Shehnaaz ?
Sid(shouted): kab tak Yaar Shehnaaz kab tak will you punish us?
I suddenly heard someone entering the cabin and I crushed the cigarette and turned back when I saw baba and Maa entering and Baba locking the door. They have never done it as they always behave like professionals in their work and at home well I don't live with them.
Raj: Aliya bolo apne bete ko baithne ko I need to talk.
Well this hurts from that dreadful night nothing has been same in my life, My dad never addressed me Sid again it's either Sidharth or Aliya ka beta, I never showed it as I have my own reasons to be upset from them but it hurts anyways.
Sid: Boliye baba kya kehna hai.
Raj: Just go throw them first.
He said pointing to cigarette in my hand and I threw it and also the other I smoked while thinking as his tone right now tells me to not mess with him so I just obey him as calmly as I can.
Raj: Kyun kar rahe ho apni zindagi kharab Sidharth?
Sid: if it's in the reference of cigarettes then I'm sorry baba I can't leave them and Moreover meri life hai I can live it the way I want, I don't think that it shouldn't have a problem with you
Aliya: Sid beta this is not a way to talk to your Dad.
Raj: Leave it Aliya this is what he has done in these years. Anyways you are right it's your life so let's not discuss about it just tell me where is Naaz?
Sid: I ... I don't.... know.
Aliya: Sid beta....
Raj: I need truth Sidharth it's enough now. Kahan gyi voh while crying?
Sid: Baba I can... I can explain.
Raj: Kya explain karna hai that you once again broke her the way you did in the past.
Aliya: Let him speak Raj.
Raj: Bolneko bacha kya hai Aliya, and you Sidharth for god sake leave her alone I don't want her to suffer again. Projects main partner Ho behave as one no need to interfere in her life . I don't know kya kiya hai Abhi tumne that she faked even her smile but beti hai voh meri get that in your mind.
Sid: Voh beti hai I understand but kabhi samjho ki main bhi beta hoon aapka.
Raj: Hume toh yaad hai Sidharth ki tum hamaare bete ho par tum khud voh baat bhul chuke ho be.....
Sid: Beta bol bhi nhi paa rahe ho aap baba, manago kya.
Raj: Yeh toh phir jo sochna hai socho but mind you tumhaari vajah se mujhe Naaz ki aankhon main koi aansu nhi chaiye.
Sid: Sahi Hai Sahi Hai usne bata diya ki voh kitni broken hai toh voh sahi hai aur mai ne nhi bataya kabhi toh main galat. Inn saalon main bahut kuch bola hoga na usne mere baare main now I regret that aapse dur hone ki jagah I should have actually told you ki hua kya tha, atleast sirf ek side se judge nhi karte aap mujhko.
Aliya: Shut up Sidharth you are crossing your limits
Sid: kyun sach bola toh bura laga I don't even know ki usne aapko kya kya bataya hai that she still is as special she was back then and me....
Raj: Chup Sidharth not a word against her and I mean it.
Sid: Uske khilaaf kya bola hai maine baba, sirf sach hi bola hai na kya galat bola maine.
Raj: Sach jaana hai na tumhe toh suno
Aliya:Nhi Raj bacho ke beech ki baat hai let it be.
Raj: Aliya ab nhi itne saal se yehi sochkar ruke the ab aur nhi.
Aliya: Please.....
Raj: Fine.
And then he went from there. I was shocked Baba kuch batane wale the and he didn't. Why was he so angry? Did I spoke something wrong? No I know she was in touch with Maa-Baba and mujhe koi problem nhi hai but why did Baba behaved this way?
Sid: Maa Baba kya bolne wale the?
Aliya: Kuch nhi beta jaane do he is stressed u know he can't see tears in her eyes.
Sid(sighed): I know Maa.
Aliya: Sid tumhaari halat dekho bacha ghar chal ab aur kitne din?
Sid: Nhi maa sorry but ghar toh nhi aaunga. Sham ko ghar ke saamne wale garden main milunga aa jaiyega agar milne ka man kare toh.
Aliya: Voh tumhara khyaal nhi rakhegi Sidharth uske liye kab tak dur rahoge?
Sid: Maa rehne dijiye mujhe iss baare main baat nhi karni.
Aliya: Lekin Sidharth....
Sid: nhi maa I need some time...... Theek hoon main dont worry.
Aliya: Shaam ko nhi aapaungi main.
Sid: kahin jaa rahe ho?
Aliya: Hmm Naaz......
Sid: Aage zarurat nhi hai batane ki maa main sambhal nhi paunga khud ko jaaiye kal yahin office main milenge.
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In evening at Sana's house.

Sana's Pov:
Sana: Amira didi sab ready hai na? Main Mom Dad ko bula kar laati hoon room se Maa Baba aane wale honge.
Amira: Hmm Sab ready hai.
Sana: Chalo acha hai phir.
I went to call Mom Dad.
Sana: Good evening. Ho gaya rest?
M: Good evening Sanu. Kaisi ho bacha tum?
Sana: Dekho saamne hoon....
D: U go Sanu hum aa rahe hai, krish aayega?
Sana: no idea, bola toh tha maine but he said Shanaya ka manage karna padega.
M: Ok.
Sana: Ji.
I went from there but I heard my Mom Dad talking to each other in the room and honestly it was the first time in these years they were happy to see me happy.
They came at 4 in the afternoon when I didn't wanted to meet anyone after the confrontation with Sidharth but just the voice of my Mom-Dad made me think that it wasn't there fault ever and when I can share everything with Maa-Baba then they too deserve to know that. I know I need time to share everything with them but that doesn't mean that they don't deserve to see me happy, they will see me as I was in these days happy and full of life.
M: Sachin she seemed happy!!!
D: True Aaru for a moment I thought I got my Sanu back.
M: me too but there was a sadness in her eyes.
D: Koi baat nhi she will be fine just give her some time now let's go she must be waiting.

What do you think is Raj and Aliya hiding from Sidharth?
What is the reason behind Sidharth behavior?

I know I am late but was busy in some work
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