Jada, 25... just can't stop involving herself with Chris.
Chris, 35... can't stop involving himself with Jada and his ex. Hiding his true feelings from Jada because he's blinded by his ex.
Only time will tell if Chris will come to his sense and fin...
Chris offered to take me home. Apparently he was going to be in the city for work and had no reason why he shouldn't take me home. This was an odd occurrence so I'm trying to soak it in. The radio was playing keeping noise in the car.
"What are you doing for New Years?" I asked.
"I'm having a party" he said. M
"And you didn't invite me? Rude!" I said.
"It's a party for my family" he said.
"Oh... well I guess you'll be having tons of fun" I said.
He shrugged "I wouldn't count on it". Now I shouldn't be bothered by this. But it was bothering me. We've been exclusive for two years and the only person I met was his momma and that was by mistake. "Are you okay? You got quiet".
"Yeah I'm good" I know Paula and Chasity were going out and wanted me to follow suit. But I wasn't sure what we were doing. Now since he's having a party for his family then I'm going out.
"What are you doing? Staying home?" He asked.
"Nope I'm going out with Chasity and Paula" I said. He side eyed me but kept on driving. "You sure that's a good idea?".
"Why wouldn't be?" I asked.
"No reason" he said. It got quiet for the rest of the car ride. When he pulled up to my apartment I got out. He sped off... that right there told me he was pissed. Oh well. I went upstairs to shower and relax until it was time to get ready. I was curious about something so I went on social media and looked up Brooke. Scrolling through her ig I saw her last post. She was in chris house all dressed up. That ping of jealously hit me.
"Are you ready?" Paula asked. Looking at myself I was happy.
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"Yasss come through!" Paula chanted.
"Let's go party!" I said. Posting the same picture up on social media knowing Chris will see it. We went to the lounge that was having a New Year's Eve party. I wanted to numb myself from feeling any type of jealously or envy. Chasity raises her brow "you might want to slow down".
"I'm good! Let's party!" I yelled. Hopefully they don't realize I'm trying to self medicate myself. The music was blaring and I was just having a good time. Feeling my phone going off numerous times and I knew it was Chris but fuck him and his party. Continuing to have fun a guy came up to us "ladies, you all look amazing. Especially you". I blushed "thank you".
"Care to dance with me?" He asked. Taking the rest of my drink as a shot. I walked off with him. Feeling free to do whatever I wanted. Or maybe it was the alcohol. Either way I felt great.
Before I knew it I felt someone pick me up and throw me over there shoulder. "What's going on?". The person put me in their car and sped off. Looking to see who it was... "oh hey Chris" I slurred. He slammed his hand on the steering wheel. "Someone is mad".
He didn't speak to me. Instead when he got to his house he put he over his shoulder again and took me to his room. When he threw me in the bed it felt like someone throwing me on a cloud. Again, he didn't speak to me. He disappeared for a couple of minutes. Hearing things being thrown to the ground.
Trying to stand up but my head was spinning. He came back and just looked at me from head to toe. He took off his shirt and came to me crashing his lips on mine. Drunk or not he was my weakness.
I probably won't remember this but it's fine. I'll feel it in the morning or afternoon. But I did hear Chris whisper "you'll have my baby tonight" I thought I was tripping when he says that. But then he said he was joking.
