Over Him... (Sort Of)

JADA POV

The support I had with me was so amazing. The words and help I received is what I needed. "Jada she is beautiful!" Chris mom said. Admiring this little being that depends on me to survive. Just staring at her face. I saw Chris all over it. His mom peaked at her granddaughter "can I hold her?".

I nodded "sure". She went to wash her hands and came back to me. Taking the baby in her arms she sat down by the window "my goodness! She is precious".

"Thank you for being here with me! Chris never answered his phone" I said.

"Oh that's not a problem! I'm happy you chose me to be here with you. I got to see my granddaughter come into this world" she said. Chris was the person I had the nurse call but he never answered. So his mom was the second person and she raced over here. I just didn't want to be alone. God forbid something horrible happened.

"Do we have a name?" His mom asked.

"Yeah... Gianna" I smiled.

"Pretty name for a pretty baby. Baby Gianna" his mother said.

His mother had to leave so I was alone with baby Gianna. She was so perfect. Now for my vagina that's where the pain was. Lord, I never realized you can't pee correctly for a couple of days. Gianna started crying a little so I knew she needed to be changed.

Hours later, the room door opened and it was chris. I stared at him "hey".

"Hey, sorry about not answering. I've been busy with work. My mom ripped into me about missing the baby's birth" he said.

"She was there for me... I'll forever remember that" I said. He stood there not too sure what he should do or sit. "I want to be furious at you but it's like my head is somewhere else. After Gianna came it's like my life has meaning now".

"Gianna?" He asked.

"Yeah our daughter" I said.

"You named her Gianna. Cool" he smiled.

He slowly walked over to me "wash your hands please". Looking for the bathroom he spotted it. After wards he came in "can I hold her?".

Handing her to him... he did look uncomfortable at first but Gianna somewhat settled in his arms "she's perfect". He sat in the bed next to me "we made this".

I nodded "pretty much".

Chris just stared at his daughter "she looks like me".

"She does" I smiled.

"Jada I'm sorry I wasn't here. I really am. I'll start doing better. I promise to both you and Gianna" he said.

"Don't make promises you can't keep" I said.

"I want to make things right. Gianna deserves that and so do you" he said. Not responding to what he was saying. He's caught up in the moment. "How are you getting home?".

I shrugged "not sure, why?".

"Let me take you both home" he said.

"Chris you can't. You don't have a car seat!" I said.

"I'll go buy one and come back for you both" he said.

He handed me back Gianna "I'll be back".

I nodded and watch him leave. Chasity came in with open arms "oh my goodness let me see her!". She came close "wow she looks like her daddy".

"Right? That's what I said" I smiled.

"Let me wash my hands. I went to hold...." she said.

"Gianna" I smiled.

"Baby Gigi" she said. Never seen her run to the bathroom so fast. She came out "give me". Placing Gianna in her arms "oh she's so cute!".

"Did you tell Paula?" I asked.

"Yeah I did. But she won't come here to see you. She rather wait until you get home and relax" she said.

Rolling my eyes "she better not bring her brother!".

She shrugged "I don't know. You know how Paula is".

Shaking my head. Great.

"Where's chris?" She asked.

"He went to get a car seat. He insist he takes us home" I said.

"Oh so he figures that makes up for him missing her birth. But kudos to his mom for being there for you" she said.

"Yeah she was here just being supportive. She's such a nice woman but her son i don't know" I said.

"Well it's obvious Chris doesn't take after his mother" she said. Gianna was starting to get fussy "Aww baby doesn't like us talking bad about her daddy".

We laughed.

"You and Chris make pretty babies. Even though she is matching you skin wise... she looks exactly like Chris" she said.

"I'm a mom now" I said.

"You are" she smiled.