Is It Okay if I Call You Mine? (formerly Complicated)

Max’s POV

I woke up from my sleep.  I saw Aubrey looking at me.

“Hey…  are you okay?”  I asked her.

“Yeah.  I was just thinking of how I could destroy Cassie and Blake’s relationship.” she said.

“Oh…” I got disappointed, but I couldn’t let her know that.  I decided to get off the bed and head to the shower.

While in the shower, I thought of our situation.  I didn’t know why she was still thinking of Blake and Cassie.  Am I not good enough for her?  I know our relationship only revolves around sex, but I think I am beginning to fall for her.  Yes, she was a brat sometimes, but I can handle her.  She’s feisty, but I know she has a good heart.  When we are together, she may not be aware of it, but she always attends to my every needs… what I want to eat, what I want to watch… and of course, what I want in bed.. The only thing that we cannot do is to go out... though I am looking forward to the day when we can have our  proper date.

As for Michelle, the truth is I really don’t know what to do with her.  Maybe I am just waiting for her to break up with me, and when that time comes, I hope Aubrey will realize that I am not just a temporary hookup for her.

I couldn’t get mad at Blake and Cassie.  Until now, I felt guilty for screwing Aubrey behind his back.  I hope that someday, when all of this comes out, he will understand me.  I thought being near Aubrey would make her realize that I was the one for her and not Blake.  The days we spent in Baguio were the happiest days of my life. We were like a normal couple… kissing, hugging, and laughing together. We didn’t have to hide.  I almost hoped for those days not to end, but after a few days, Michelle kept calling and bugging me to go home.  I didn’t want to, but I didn’t want her to become wary of me either.  Aubrey was the one who decided to cut our vacation short.  She said she missed Blake and she wanted to go home.  We also agreed to go on separate ways after that.  And then this shit happened between her and Blake.  I thought this is now my chance, but I was wrong.  I may also be wrong thinking that Aubrey doesn’t love him anymore.  Maybe she still does… and me???  I guess I will always be a poor substitute for Blake.

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