It's All My Fault- (Octaven)

Raven's POV:

   It was her. I don't have to feel badly for what happened. It wasn't my fault. Was it? No. It was all her fault. If she could've just watched where she was going, I wouldn't be here. I would be with my mom.

   I unfortunately have to sit next to Octavia at meals. And I refuse to speak to her. She would sometimes try to start a conversation, but I'd always not respond. I honestly don't even think she knows who I am.

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That night...

   I was getting ready to go to bed, when Octavia decided she would ask the questions.

   "Raven, why do you hate me?"she said with her lip quivering, she said this so quietly and softly that I almost felt bad yelling at her.

   "Because it was you!" I snapped, "You are the reason why I'm here! My mom is dead because of you! My leg will never work again because of you! You killed both our families, all because you can't watch where you're walking!" By now I was fuming. I could go on forever. But I didn't have the chance.

   Octavia went pale. Tears were streaming down her bruised face, but I didn't care. She ran out of our room and slammed the door. I don't care. It was all her fault. But that night I couldn't stop replying the accident in my head. I didn't get a wink of sleep. Maybe it wasn't her fault. Maybe I could've just hit the break. Maybe I could have swerved the other way? Maybe it was my fault.

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Next morning...

   I woke up earlier than everyone else. So I made my way to the kitchen and found a note on the fridge...

Dear Abby,
   I need some time alone. Don't worry about me. I'll come home when I'm ready. Tell Raven that I'm sorry and she's right. It was me. It's all my fault.
   ~Octavia

   Great. Abby's gonna blame me for this. I'm gonna get Clark and Lexa to help me look for her.

   She knows what really happened that night. She is probably the only one who knows the truth. I'm gonna find her. She's gonna tell me what really happened that night.