It's All My Fault- (Octaven)

Octavia's POV:

"No wait! Are you positive I won't feel anything?" I asked my nurse Indra as she was getting ready to put me under for surgery.

"One hundred percent," she said smiling. "Your strong, Octavia, you will be fine. After this, you will be in the fast lane to recovery," she concluded.

"Okay. I'm ready. But just promise me that Raven will be here when I wake up," I said hopefully.

"I promise. Now after I take out the needle, count down from thirty for me," she told me. And I nodded.

Indra stuck me with a needle and soon enough, pulled it out.

"Thirty,"

   I'm going to be fine. Stop worrying.

   "Twenty nine,"

   Just think, when this is over, Raven will be here.

   "Twenty eight,"

   Remember what Indra said. I'm strong. I can get through this.

   "Twenty seven,"

   If I make it. No. When I'm finished, I'll tell Raven I love her.

   "Twenty six,"

   I'm starting to get tired. It's hard to think.

   "Twenty five,"

   My stomach is getting numb.

   "Twenty four,"

   By now, I can hardly keep my eyes open.

   "Twenty three,"

   I decided to shut my eyes.

   "Twenty two," I mumble.

   "Twenty one," it came out as more of a whisper.

   I blacked out.

Authors note:

   Sorry for the short filler chapter. I needed more time to work on the next one.

   I hope you liked it anyways! Thanks for reading! :)