It's All My Fault- (Octaven)

Raven's POV:

It's been hours. Still no updates. By now, I can't even sit still anymore. I've been pacing the halls for at least two hours. I've had seven cups of their free coffee. I went through three tissue boxes. And I've asked at least twenty doctors if my friends were okay. None of them could answer me.

I slowly made my way back to the waiting room. And slumped down into a chair. No one else was here. Even Monroe went home and was replaced with some guy who I didn't know the name of. Abby wasn't here yet either. She was still probably a good three hours away.

There wasn't anything I could do now but wait. I don't have anyone to talk to. I can't see my friends. And, I definitely can't sleep when I'm this worried.

   I can't help but think, what if they don't make it through this? It would be my fault, I just had to run away. I'm so stupid. I could never forgive myself. Abby will never forgive me. And if Octavia makes it, what if she never forgives me too?

   "Miss Reyes?" A nurse came in.

"Yes. Are they okay?" I asked eagerly.

"I'm sorry. We did everything we could. But we couldn't save Nyla. Her injuries were too severe," she said.

"No! No you're wrong! She can't be dead! She's only six years old! You have to save her!" I screamed at her, crying.

   "I'm so sorry. There's nothing more we can do for her," she said with some of her own tears falling.

   I broke down in tears. My legs gave out, and I fell to my knees crying. Several people came in to comfort me. But I pushed them away.

   They couldn't help Nyla, and they can't help me.

   Authors note:

   Let me know what you thought. Sorry for the sad chapter.  :,(
  
   I'm probably going to update more today. Thank you for reading!