It's All My Fault- (Octaven)

Octavia's POV:

   The last thing I remember was seeing the headlights coming at us. Then, nothing but blackness. Today, I woke up. I didn't know where I was, and I was in a lot of pain. There were bandages on my leg and stomach, and burns on my arms. My head was throbbing, and I just wanted to go back to sleep. But I had to find Raven. I had no idea if she was here. Or even if she was alive.

   I pulled out several needles that were stuck in my arms. And I tried to move and get up, but, I couldn't. I was overwhelmed by pain, and yelled out. Immediately, a nurse came rushing into the room.

   "Just relax. Your okay. You need your rest, for your surgery tomorrow," she said. Surgery? I'm sure I can't be hurt that bad. But I put my thoughts aside.

   "Where's Raven?" I said quietly, still in pain.

   "She's okay too. Raven is waiting very impatiently for you to recover. So it is best if you get your rest," she replied whilst putting the needles back in my arms.

   "What about my friends. Are they here? Are they okay?" I asked her.

   "Clark and Lexa are expected to make full recoveries. They will be able to go home soon. But we at least need them to stay here for another day or two," she said.

   "And Nyla," I said getting annoyed that she didn't tell me anything if I didn't ask.

   "We did everything we could. But her injuries were more severe than yours. I'm sorry, she didn't make it through the surgery," the nurse said sadly.

   No that can't be true. She's was so young. She didn't deserve to die. Was it my fault? If I just didn't let Raven get away then she'd still be alive.

   I was so overwhelmed after everything that happened, now our lives will never be the same. I was crying now. I just wanted everything to go back to the way it was. But I know that life doesn't care about what you want. I just have to find a way to get through this.

   "Can I see Raven?" I said through sobs.

   "I'll go get her," the nurse said walking out of the room.

   Raven will know what we should do. She always knows how to make me feel better.

   I think I do love her.

 
Authors note:

   Hello! I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Please give me some ideas for the rest of the story. Thank you! :)