It's All My Fault- (Octaven)

Raven's POV:

I cried myself to sleep that night. I've never been more confused in my life. How could a person be so sad and angry, but be happier than they've been in what seems like forever?

I woke up to the sound of Octavia's heart monitor. It was beeping much more frequently.

"Octavia? Octavia are you okay? Wake up!" I yelled to her. No response. I got up and ran into the hallway.

"Indra!" I yelled for her. I saw her run to me. "Octavia isn't waking up," I told her.

Indra nodded and ran to Octavia's room. She pulled back her eye lids and shone a light on her eyes.

"What's wrong? Is she okay?" I anxiously asked her.

"She's having a panic attack, she should be okay," Indra replied taking out a needle. She proceeded to inject her with something that helped her breathing regulate.

"She won't wake up for awhile. In the meantime, you should get some sleep. Or visit Clark and Lexa," Indra told me. I nodded and left to find Abby.

I had a lot to ask her. Like what we would do for Nyla's funeral. Or how we were ever gonna to pay for all of the hospital bills. But I'd been avoiding the questions. I honestly don't know what we are going to do. Would we be sent to different girls homes?

I don't think I can handle being separated from my friends.

Authors note:

Hello! I didn't really have an idea for this chapter. So I'd love if you guys would give me suggestions. Let me know if you liked it! :)