It's All My Fault- (Octaven)

Raven's POV:

I just don't think I can do it anymore. I just want everything to go back to the way it used to be. And I know that it will never happen. I want to give up.

"I'm um gonna go use the bathroom," I said to Lexa as we were getting ready to go to bed.

"Okay," she said, whilst brushing her hair.

I made my way to the bathroom, and inside, I found a razor. I waisted no time hesitating. I grabbed the razor, and rolled up my sleeves. After I began cutting myself, it was like I couldn't stop. I just kept making my way up my forearm, and watching the blood flow out of me, and onto the floor.

Soon, I began to feel lightheaded. I stood, and let the dizziness wash over me. And before I knew it, I was falling over, and I hit my head on the bathroom sink.

"Raven? Are you okay?" I could hear a concerned Lexa ask while knocking on the door.

"I'm coming in," Lexa said, after receiving no response.

She quickly opened the door, gasped.

"Oh my god, Raven, what did you do!?" She yelled grabbing my arm and trying to stop the bleeding.

   "Vera!" She screamed for her to come help.

   By now, I was losing my consciousness, and everything was getting fuzzy.

   I felt myself smiling, as I blacked out.

Authors note:

   Sorry the chapter was short. Comment your thoughts! :)