~~I'm addicted to you~~

~tiny mention of suicide~

Hi my name is [jess]   Hope your liking the story so far 🤷‍♀️

Dan woke up in Phils  bed with a pounding headache and 3 missed calls from the hospital

"Crap" Dan muttered.
He grabbed his phone and slowly walked into the kitchen.

He thought of how Phil  would normally be up stealing his cereal and Dan would have to go and scare him..  He didn't  mind him stealing his cereal, if anything Dan thought it was cute when he'd find Phil with his back to the door sneakily shoving  handfuls of cornflakes into his mouth, and when Dan found him, Phil would stick his tongue out and laugh.

Dan found himself staring at a bowl smiling when he was cut off by the ringing of his phone...
it was the hospital again

Dan picked up

"Hello is this mr Howell I'm speaking to?"

"Yes. Yes it is. WAIT WHY? HAS PHIL DIED ?! IS HE AWAKE PLEASE TELL ME HES OK!" Dan rushed into the living room and grabbed his keys.

"No we just rang to tell you visiting time starts in 2 hours and ends at 13:00 for lunch, then it will re open at 17:00 and end at 20:00. If you come and visit   Mr Lester may you bring a bag of some spare clothing as we are unsure to when he will wake up and how long he will be here"

"Oh ok .. I'll get be there in 2 hours. Bye"

"Goodbye Mr Howell"

Dan crashed onto the sofa,bursting out in tears. He wanted to hear that Phil was ok and could come home. But no , he was told that he wasn't even awake yet, let alone allowed to be discharged.

"Why my little Phil eh?  Should've been me, I should stop being such an idiot and should learn that Phil can have other friends! I should of been the one who was ran over.. BUT BECAUSE OF ME,PHIL IS IN THE HOSPITAL PROBABLY DYING WHEN WE SHOULD BE ON THE PLANE ON THE WAY TO VIDCON!!  Why do I always mess up? Maybe I should leave.. no one would care if I died would they..."

Dan sat crying for another hour until it was time to get going. He packed a small bag with some spare underwear, some nightclothes and a toothbrush accompanied with some toothpaste.

He rang for a taxi and was soon dropped off at the hospital.

Everything seemed so dull and dark without Phil, there was no positivity or happy thoughts, no hugs , no nothing.
Just grey.

He signed in at the receptionist and was told that Phil was on
floor 2 room 022.

Dan wiped his puffy eyes and went in.

As soon as he saw Phil he gasped.

Phil was hooked up to a machine that would beep every 15 seconds or so and was covered in bandages.

Dan walked up to the bed.
"Hey Phil ..it's Dan... hellooo? Philly??"

Dan let a tear roll down his face. Phil was in a coma and He could do nothing about it.

"So ... it's been pretty boring without you... I'm sorry for getting mad, Phil, it's all my fault. I hope you wake up soon.. what am I gonna say to our fans Phil ?
I miss you... your like a pill that I'm addicted to and if I don't get my happy fix I'm gonna get sad..really sad...
Why don't you just wake up now and we can talk.. isn't that a good idea eh?"

Dan had given up. He stroked Phils  hair and held his hand for a while.

"My little lion,My little lion,You make me happy when skies are grey, you never notice how much I love you, so please don't take my philly away.."
Dan sang to Phil until he had to leave.
It was difficult leaving him like that. Phil was helpless.

Dan got up and squeezed Phils hand. "Bye my little lion.. I'll speak later Yh? I ... I love you Phil.. and I need y..you ok? So please use your strength and wake up for me.. goodbye" 

Dan let go of Phils  hand and ran out of the room crying. " what if phil wakes up and gets scared?" Dan thought.

He got a taxi back home and grabbed a cold shower. He didn't bother drying his hair and went into Phils  room to grab one of Phils  jumpers and The small lion teddy. He laid down on Phils bed and fallen asleep.

Hope you liked this chapter ?!
It's a little sad but I have a massive headache and need to get off of my phone... baiiii   x.x