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DANS P.O.V
Dear Phil,
I hope this isn't giving you too much pain... stupid thing to say but before I know you could dislike me. I did this because I felt dirty... my dad took my virginity when I didn't want him to, my brain was wrecked due to the messed up times, and I couldn't handle it anymore. I'll watch over you...and make sure that your boyfriend or girlfriend will treat you right!
You deserve way more than anything in the world Phil Lester! And I wasn't the world... so go out there and find someone who can.
If I didn't tell you before... I love you.. more than friends.. more than best friends.. you meant everything to me and what I did wasn't anything to do with you! It was me and my thoughts.
I'll see you soon Philly... I'll wait for you with some cereal and anime :) love you lots - Danisnotalive
Haha sorry... I couldn't help myself...
Dan xx
I shoved the letter into the little blue box I have under my bed. I need to leave this cruel world. It hurts to say it but it's true.
I will wait a while and while I take my time I will do these things
Take Phil to special places
Tell him how much I love him
抖阴社区 letters everyday so Phil can read them when I'm gone
Take Phil to more special places
Leave this world successfully
YOU ARE READING
~~I'm addicted to you~~
FanfictionThe night was going well... all the British youtubers got together to have a celebratory meal the night before vidcon But phil was rushed into hospital and dan had to cope alone while all of his friends where in America having the time of their liv...
