Listen to this song quietly while reading if you want
Best to start it on 0.57
Ooo who is this new jess? Updating for the second time in one day? Well it's night but hey
Dans p.o.v
'It was not your fault but mine
I'm sorry Phil
And it was your heart on the line
Will you forgive me?
I really fucked it up this time
I don't know what came into me
Didn't I my dear?'
Sorry my little lion
This is my fault
I hurt you
I'm missing you
You blocked me
I can't hear your voice
I want you so much.
Mrs Lester might know where Phil is
I'm going to ring her
Or is that bad
She's like my mum
"Hello?"
Said mrs Lester
"Hey"
"Oh.. how are you Dan?"
"I..I'm really Crap.. I hurt him.. h..he's left m..me for good. I'm so so so sorry I love him.. I fe..feel sick and im scared cause I'm on the verge of h..hurting myself"
Dan choked out
"Dan honey ..Phil is here and don't hurt yourself... I think it's better if you guys spend some time apar.."
"NO! I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM! HES THE REASON I GET UP EVERYDAY AND THE ONLY REASON I HAVNT KILLED MYSELF YET!
OK?! HE NEEDS TO COME BACK NOW!"
"Dan please.. this is hard for both of you but the reason why this started was because of constantly being around each other"
"No no no you don't understand!
It's my fault.. i..I want to s..s...speak to h..him"
"That's not a good idea"
"Just let me talk to him please... I need to hear his voice nowww"
Phils my drug
I'm addicted to him.
"Dan look.. he doesn't want to speak- hang on"
I can't stand this
I could hear Phil mumbling something
"Hey Dan"
Phils voice was croaky due to the shouting.
"C..come homeee"
Phil paused
"Where's home Dan?"
"Where I am"
"Your not home anymore.
Goodbye Dan... stay safe"
• call ended
You hate me even more now dont ya 💖
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~~I'm addicted to you~~
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