I think I might have cracked. I think I've completely lost it this time. I think I'm beyond help at this point. Who am I?
My head is spinning, I'm hyperventilating and shaking. Maybe this is another panic attack, but I don't know. I can't remember my name anymore. Who am I? Where am I? What am I?
I'm feeling every emotion and nothing at all. I'm laughing, crying and screaming. I can't stop moving because I feel like I need to go somewhere but I don't know where. Who am I?
Scrolling through my contacts hoping someone can tell me my name, calm me down, make sense of everything. There are voices in my head, I'm blocking them out, they aren't real. What's real and what's in my head? Who am I? What is my name?
I need help. I need help now. I can't wait for someone to get back to me with a referral. That could take months or years. I need someone now. Who am I?
I'm scared of myself and of what I might do next. What I might do to myself or worse to others. Who am I?
Who am I?
Who am I?
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My Journey To Normality (Part 2)
Short Story?This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
