?This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
A lot of families have that one member that is the reject, disappointment, leftover and for a long time I've known that in my family I'm that member. Nearly my entire family hate me and want nothing to do with me and I know that it's partially my fault. I've made a lot of mistakes, but I'm not completely to blame. Part of the reason why so many of them hate me is because they haven't heard my side of the story, they've only heard one persons perspective. I've never told them my perspective because I don't want to cause anymore conflict with anymore people. I wish I could say it's all in my head, but this week my brother proved to me that I'm right about the fact that they all hate me. My brother couldn't be bothered to tell me about the birth of my niece, I had to find out through Instagram. My whole family thinks I'm some mean, selfish, horrible person because of the actions I made as a angry, stupid, hurt child. Not one of them realise what I've had to sacrifice, what I've had to endure or what really happened from my perspective. Maybe I should let them know. What's the worst that could happen? I've already been painted out to be this villainous enemy who can only do wrong. I've had to look after myself my entire life, which I find very sad considering I come from such a large family. Maybe it's time to stop avoiding conflict, especially when ignoring it means that people are making false assumptions about me and putting tensions on relationships.
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