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4/6/19

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So I'm back in a mental health hospital, the same one I was in just over two months ago. Everyone keeps telling they're sorry I'm back, I wouldn't be back if they hadn't discharged me so quickly last time. I'm gonna try and stay longer this time. I don't want to stay, as soon as I walked into the ward I remembered how shit being in hospital is. I need to stay though, if I leave without the right skills to keep me out of crisis I'll just end up dead or back in hospital.

However my experience of places like this are that they are all talk and don't actually help, because no one is willing to give you the help that you need. They just talk a lot but don't go through with any of it and so you're left back at square one. I feel like I'm better off just ending it now. At least then I won't be wasting anymore time or money.

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