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Chapter 101 ? Advice

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Y/N:
"I wanna go home..." I whispered and began walking away slowly, Nick soon followed behind me while putting his hands in his pockets.

After some time, we made it to my house. I didn't say anything to him, I just went inside and shut the door. When I was safely inside, I saw the gigantic bouquet of light pink roses that Nick got me. My lip quivered while staring at it. I bent down and picked out one single rose then after a few moments, I stood up slowly and made my way upstairs to change after the long day.

I set the rose on my dresser then took off my makeup, tied my hair up in a ponytail while letting some strands out and put myself into my pajamas.

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Once I got into my pajamas, I laid down on my bed and held my pillow in my arms tightly

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Once I got into my pajamas, I laid down on my bed and held my pillow in my arms tightly. The tears began to come back in my eyes.

I suddenly heard a knock on my door. Nicole instantly entered after knocking, which was really pointless.

NICOLE:
"Hey, how was your date?" She smiled.

I met her eyes slowly. My sister soon realized that I had tears in my eyes, making hers widen.

NICOLE:
"What—" Her eyebrows squished together while walking to me.

I wrapped my arms around her neck quickly and hugged her tightly, since I really needed a hug. Nicole sat down on my bed and hugged me back around the waist.

NICOLE:
"What happened?" Her voice was filled with confusion.

I slowly let go and wiped my teary face.

Y/N:
"I know who I'm going to choose..." My lip quivered.

Nicole's eyes widened as her lips parted in shock.

NICOLE:
"You do?? Who??" She sat up in excitement.

I swallowed hard.

NICOLE:
"More importantly, why do you look sad about it?"

My eyes fell to the comforter.

NICOLE:
"Are you going to leave me in the dark or?"

I clenched my jaw.

Y/N:
"Wilbur..." I glared at her.

Nicole gasped and instantly smiled widely.

NICOLE:
"I knew it! Mom owes me a thousand dollars!!" She yelled happily.

I rolled my eyes as I frowned.

NICOLE:
"How'd you make the decision?" Her lips curled up.

Y/N:
"It was simple..." I whispered.

NICOLE:
"Damn, you instantly know Wilbur's the one. True love." She chuckled.

I shook my head slowly.

NICOLE:
"What?"

I took a deep breath.

Y/N:
"I'm not choosing Wilbur because he's my true love...I'm choosing him because my friends are..."

Her eyebrows squished together.

NICOLE:
"Wilbur's true love is your friends?"

Y/N:
"No." I sighed in annoyance, "I had a conversation with Nick tonight...if I choose my friends then...their friendships will be ruined forever...I can't handle that..."

Nicole's eyes widened.

Y/N:
"The best thing I can do for everyone is to pick Wilbur..." I frowned at the floor, "That way...my friends can still be friends with each other...that way...nothing will change..."

NICOLE:
"So, you're only choosing Wilbur to save your friends...?"

I nodded slowly.

NICOLE:
"Let me stop you right there, bitch, are you dumb??" She had attitude in her voice.

I rolled my eyes with a sigh.

NICOLE:
"You need to choose the one you love, not the one that's the easiest option—"

Y/N:
"I don't know who I love!!" I snapped, "Don't you get that?!"

Nicole's eyes widened by my change of tone. I stood up quickly.

Y/N:
"I'm the one who has to decide everything!! If I pick the wrong person, everyone gets hurt!! If I choose the one I want, someone will get hurt! My best friends will be crushed, and it's going to be all my fault! Choosing Wilbur will ensure that they'll still have each other—"

NICOLE:
"Do you even hear yourself?" She stood up, "Either way, someone will get hurt. You can't change their feelings, Y/N—they've loved you their whole lives. They've learned how to live without you. Trust me, they're a lot stronger than you think they are..."

I swallowed hard at her while crossing my arms.

NICOLE:
"They're not little boys anymore Y/N...they can wipe their own ass, they do their own homework, they take care of themselves and each other...if you choose Wilbur just because you think it'll help them, it won't and that's really selfish." She nodded.

I clenched my jaw as more tears filled my eyes.

Y/N:
"What the fuck am I supposed to do then, huh?? Should I keep being a hoe, going around, kissing each of them, playing with their feelings??"

NICOLE:
"Yes." She nodded while raising her eyebrows, "That's exactly what you do."

I rolled my tongue over the inside of my cheek while glaring at her.

NICOLE:
"Keep kissing them until one kiss feels like home."

I swallowed hard as the tears fell down my cheeks.

Y/N:
"I'm tired..." I whispered.

NICOLE:
"Then go to sleep, but girl, do not lead one boy on just because you're afraid of hurting three...because then you're going to hurt four..."

I clenched my jaw tighter while staring at her. After a few moments, Nicole left, shutting the door behind her. I released a shaky breath out while covering my face with my hands.

Once I got myself together, I climbed into bed and shut off my light. Then I covered myself up to my neck with the covers and stared hard at my ceiling fan.

Nicole's words burned in my mind. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt my friends. Everyone is probably getting impatient with me for not making a decision yet, but, I need more time. This is the most important choice of my life. My sister was right, I needed to do what was best for me. And what's best for me is to keep my friendships and have them keep it with each other, all while choosing my true love. I just needed to figure out how the hell I was going to do that.

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