I waited in my room , it felt like hours , but was only 10 minutes when he finally opened my room door
" Isabella ,stand up please " he asks
I get off my bed and stand up , I hate getting in trouble , well when I'm caught at least
He goes over to my bed and sits down and grabs my arm and puts me to stand right infront of him
" You know I do this because I love you , I wouldn't punish you if I had no care for you or your safety, " he says
I shift under his watchful eyes and nodd my head ,tears threatening to fall
" Now im going to spank you ,then how about we watch a fun movie before bed ok , but still remember your grounded for two days " he reminds me
" Ok " I say
He pulls me over his lap and I want to cry and he hasn't even started , so I do cry and I cry hard ,
" Isabella, what's wrong , why are you crying,I haven't even started yet?"
" I..mm I'm scared" I say
" What are you scared for , it's only gonna sting for alittle then it will go away , don't overthink it sweetie " Luke says
" Are you gonna do it hard ?" I ask
" No sweetie, you'll be fine , now are you ready ? "
" O..ok "
" I'm starting "
He lifted his hand and I closed my eyes ,
*Smack * the first one stung so bad , I yelped
* Smack smack smack smack*
I'm full blown crying by now , man I'm just glad he spanks me with pants on , I can't imagine how it would feel without pants to protect me
" Almost done , your doing great sweetie"
After 15 more he stops and pulls me to him and I just sob in his arms , my bum hurts really bad ,but I felt so good in his arms ,with him holding me ,I felt loved ,even if my butts on fire ,it felt really nice to have someone just hold me
" There see it's all over , now you ready to pick a movie and watch it til bedtime ?" He asks
" Can you just hold me " I ask in between hiccups
" Yes of course sweetie "
We stay like that for awhile , I never wanted him to let go , because inside I felt if he did , i might never be held again....
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Finding Myself
FanfictionHer whole live was a mess ,all 12 years of it why? well she never knew when her next meal was, never knew if she would have a roof over her head ,a bed to sleep in , Her parents could afford nothing , and her mom died not a year ago from cancer...
