Finding Myself

We made it to the school , and boy was I not liking this , I didn't want to be here , but I pushed down that thought and got out of the bus

I pulled out my sheet of paper , it  was going to  help me know which classes I need to go to first ,

" Aww ,she's a newbie !" The same person who bullied me on the bus said

" I'll take that " she grabbed the paper from my hands

I look at her and her friends and decide it's best just to ignore them ,maybe then they'll leave me alone

I start walking away from them , thinking I'll just ask a teacher for help to find my classes

" People don't get to walk away from me !" She yelled

I still ignore her ,which made her even madder ( If that's a word )

" I'll call my brother over and you would not like that !" She threatened

Everyone around me stared in shock

" Just listen to her , her brother is mean !" Someone yelled

No one should mess with me and no one can

I ignored everyone and walked in the school building

" Excuse me ma'am ,I need help finding my classes for today , could you help me ?" I ask the first " Adult " I saw

" Well of course sweetie, here follow me and I'll see where your supposed to be "

I follow her to a desk and she asks my name and helps find my first class of the day

Everything went pretty well throughout the day except for when it was time to go home ,

I was on my way to the bus when someone pushed me to the ground , I landed on the side of my hip ,

I look up and see a boy around Samuels age

" You don't get to mess with my sister and get away with it " he says with his hands on his hips

I just get up and brush myself off and start towards the bus again

It's not worth anything fighting back , everyone is bigger then me ,sense I've been starved most my life

But he pushed me again and I got back up ,then he pushed me again !

God this boys annoying ,I'm going to miss the bus !

I get up and run towards the bus hoping he doesn't follow , but he does and catches up to me easily because he's taller and bigger then me

He picks me up and throws me over his shoulder and goes to the side of the school building

" Let me go please " I say

" So she does talk " he says and throws me on the ground

Ooouch I'm gonna be so bruised tomorrow

" If I ever find out you messed with my sister again, I'll do something to you so bad you'll regret it!" He yells

I nodd my head and take off running as fast as I can not wanting to miss the bus ,I got there just in time and I sank in my seat  ,

Please don't let tomorrow be the same as today , this is not what I want , I want to be happy at school ,I want friends

I silently cry to myself and look out the window .......