Finding Myself

" You better quit your screaming or else I'll knock your teeth out!!!" The man that burned my house said

I immediately stop , I don't know what these people are capable of

" Henry , really ? Now we have a little kid on our hands , what are we even gonna do with her, you should of just left her there"

" No she saw my face and she could of got out and man Nick you know what I'm getting at !!"

" chill , I'm just asking "

" Well , I got it all settled now and we don't have to worry about them no more "

" What did you guys do !!" I yell

" Hey no yelling !!" Henry says

" I don't care !! What did you guys do to my family ??? You killed them didn't you !! Ahhh!!" I start crying loud and hard

" Come on little girl ,we will be your family now , we will give you everything you want " Nick says

" No , let me go you little pigs!!!" I yell

" Henry she called us little pigs " Nick holds his heart like he's hurt ,but in a sarcastic way

" Shut up !! Just let me go !!" I say

" I'm afraid we can't do that , your stuck with us for the rest of your damn life" Nick says

" Jerks !! " I get up and try to open the side door

" Woah there missy !" Henry reaches over and grabs me

" Let me go ! Let me go ! " I kick and struggle in his hold but he's bigger and stronger then me so it does nothing

" You have to get to used to us , we are your family now , everything you know and who you know is in your past " Henry said

I continue to cry

" Stop crying now " Nick says annoyed

I struggle out of Henry's hold and cry in my hands

Henry still has a hold around my waist though

" Please let go , I won't tell anyone" I say

" Sorry no can do little one , you can beg and cry and struggle ,but we will never let you go " henry spoke

I feel the van come to a stop and then someone with a mask opens the door

Nick got out then he grabs me while Henry gets out

" Here's the your money , thanks for driving us , we don't need you anymore" Henry said to the masked man

He just grabs the money and leaves

Nick is holding both my arms ,so my back is facing his chest

" So what's the plan ?" He asks Henry

" To get this kid handled ,so we can just settle down , no more big jobs now , we are done , now we just take care of her and move on "

" Deal"

They parked the van down an ally and walked me over to another car

" It's gonna be a long drive , is this where we ask if she needs to use the bathroom or do something" Nick asks

" Come on man , just get her in "

" Yeah alright , I've just seen it in the movies" he says

He puts me in the car and then they both get in , but before they lock my door I open it and run out

" I've got this " I heard Henry say

I run as fast as my little legs can run , I hear someone gaining on me and soon enough ,I feel someone grab a hold of me

" Let me go " I start crying

" Stop crying , or I'll give you something to cry about " Henry says

I struggle and dead weight myself

" Stop this ,get up ,before I make you "

I don't move and try to get out of his hold on my arm

" Ok " he says

He lifts me up easily and throws me over his shoulder and walks to the car

Of course I'm struggling the whole time

He opens my door and puts me in and buckles me , he the does something to the door and then closes it

I unbuckled and tried the door but it won't open

" Nice try kid ,but he child proofed it " Nick says

Henry get in and closes his door

" Put your seat belt back on now " Henry says

" No , you are not the boss of me , now let me go " I say

" Oh no man , is this where you punish the kid " Nick asks , I'm guessing he knows nothing about kids

" Shut up man " Henry says and opens his door and goes to my door

My heart picks up and I feel scared

He opens my door and pulls me out and has me face him

" You listen here little girl, you are to listen to us , we are in charge of you now, so stop disobeying and do exactly what we say ! Do you understand?"  Henry says

" Noooooo, now take me home !!" I yell

He grabs me and puts me back in the seat and I try to unbuckle but he slaps my hand

" Stop ! Don't test me " he says and closes the door

I just sit still and hold my throbbing hand , silently crying ....