I Just Want To Feel Something
At first, it looked like she was with them to be healed. But since she didn't have the stigma, the brothers had their suspicions about her. But all she seemed to do was help with their plans and do what she was told. (Y/n) gained their trust, because she was willing to do what normal people wouldn't do. They had no problem with her there, she just sat on one of their bikes and read her book, until she would be called to do work for them. One of the brothers, Yazoo, had fall hard for her. Which didn't cause much issues, because they keep their little affair on the low.
The brothers grew to really like her, Yazoo especially, because she was his first relationship. He loved her, and he showed it every second. He would even take her on little dates, and walks. She lied to her friends about their relationship, she liked being with him. Their relationship was perfect, until the incident.
Cloud came to save the kids, which he failed, but (Y/n) knew this was going to happen. After Vincent had taken him away, (Y/n) slipped away into the forest and left with Cloud. She betrayed them, she had told Cloud and Vincent everything she had found out about the brothers. Which was her plan from the beginning. The only thing they got from her was a small note on the door to their hideout, that read, "The jokes on you". That was it, she was gone.
Yazoo was broken, which was a shock to see, since his attitude was more aloof then anything else. It came to a shock to his brothers, since Loz really liked her too, but he knew that Yazoo loved her. Yazoo was more broken then he was angry, since there was no way for him to understand these feelings, he kept them inside. Don't get him wrong, he was angry with her. But, he couldn't just stop loving her, believe me, he tried.
Kadaj had no empathy for his brother, because he knew that getting side tracked from their mission was a bad idea.
"I told you that was a bad idea." Kadaj scolded, Yazoo huffed. He was tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. He felt numb, like he didn't have emotions anymore. He just wanted to feel something, anything. But, he couldn't, it was gone. Like she took his joy, and anger, and just left him with sadness. If he wasn't sad, he was numb, which hurt him the most.
"Have some compassion, Kadaj." Loz tried to emphasize with Yazoo. "You really liked her too."
Kadaj just sat on one of the chairs they had, he scoffed.
"I knew that girl was up to something."
"Then why did you let her stay?" Yazoo asked, this made Kadaj stop.
"Heh," Loz smirked, "Caught."
"Shut up, Loz!" Kadaj yelled, making Loz jump.
"S-sorry." Loz mumbled.
Yazoo had enough, he got up, and walked outside. He got on his brike and drove, he wanted to find her, he wanted to know everything. He was still deeply in love with her, it was impossible to let her go. But, did she really love him if she just left like this. She was like an angel, but she ripped his heart, so an angel from hell. A part if his did want to be mad at her, but he just wanted to hold her one more time. The wind made his hair fly back, the cool breeze made his nerves subside a little. Although his mind was buzzing, scenarios and questions kept popping up.
He drove to the neighborhood, he felt his heart race, he wasn't excited, but scared. He stopped his bike, he straightened his posture, he then got off. He walked towards a small house, with green trim. Yazoo didn't know where she lived, but he guessed, and if it was wrong, then he would try some where else. So, without knocking, he snuck around back to peek into a window.
Yazoo peeked through a window, at first he didn't see anything, but he heard muffled voices. He decided to move to another window, he made sure to check if someone was watch, which no one was. so, he snuck to the kitchen window, he saw (Y/n), she was in the middle of someone talking to someone. Yazoo looked to where she was looking, It was Cloud, she was giggling and smiling at what he was saying . It made Yazoo feel jealous, his emotions and thoughts were everywhere, why was Cloud with her? Why is she acting like this?
Unfortunately, his questions were answered, Cloud had walked up to her and pulled her into a kiss. (Y/n) embraced him, making the kiss deeper, their lips moved together. Yazoo had to look away, he felt his heart break, shattered in to millions of pieces. Yazoo didn't want to look anymore, but morbid curiosity got the better of him. He looked into the window, one last time. He saw (Y/n) leading Cloud to her bedroom, which was obvious to know what they were going to do. Something she did, that made her his first.
Yazoo pulled away from the window, he had a split second of pure agony, but then it was gone. He was numb, he couldn't feel anything. Yazoo sighed, he walked back to his bike. His only desire now,
Was to feel something.
