After All This Time, I still Love You
"You're a coward! You're a fucking coward!" (Y/n) yelled, "Why did you do this to me if you were going to leave?"
"I didn't think it would happen!" Yazoo defended himself, but he knew it was pointless.
"Leave then! I can do this myself!" (Y/n) yelled, tears falling down her face. Yazoo hesitated, but he turned around and left.
That happened five years ago, he hadn't seen her in five years. Him and his brothers had spent their time a few towns past Midgar, but they always returned to their home in the forgotten city. Yazoo always thought about (Y/n), day in and day out, it was always her on his mind. He blamed himself for everything bad that happened, occasionally he would send letters but she would never write back.
"Maybe you should see her." Loz suggested, Yazoo sighed, placing his hands on his temples.
"She told me to leave, I can't just walk back in her life." Yazoo said, he straightened himself up in his hair. Putting down his pen, and pushed away his two hundredth letter that he has written to (Y/n).
"But that was five years ago, Yazoo. Two hundred letters later and you still can't get her off your mind." Loz said, making a valid point. Yazoo sighed, knowing he was right.
"Yazoo, it's been five years. Your baby is five years old now, it's now or never to see them both." Kadaj said, leaning forward.
"I don't even know my baby's name," Yazoo shook his head. "I walked out of them both. (Y/n) hates me, she won't even write back."
"You can either leave it alone, or let this eat you up inside." Kadaj said, "Are you not curious about your child?"
"Of course I am, just because I left doesn't mean I stopped loving (Y/n). I just got so.." Yazoo covered his face with his hands, the pure stress of it made his head hurt. "Scared. How could I be a father when I wasn't ready?"
"Was (Y/n) ready to be a mother?" Loz countered, Yazoo stopped. He was right, he left because he was afraid, he didn't even think about (Y/n).
"God, you're right." Yazoo sighed, "I..I need to call her."
"Do you remember her number?" Loz asked, Kadaj scoffed.
"You kidding? He rehearses it every night in his sleep." Kadaj said, sarcastically. Kadaj then pulled out his phone and instantly handed it to Yazoo, who hastily dialed her number.
The phone rang, Yazoo's heart raced with nervousness and anticipation. His brothers also looked to be almost dying of curiosity.
"Hello?" She picked up, Yazoo's heart fluttered. Every memory hit him all at once, the happy ones, the sad ones, the days where they just layed in bed all day and held each other. He remembered how much love he has for her, it hit him like a wave. A wave that he would happily be consumed by. It actually took Kadaj poking him to get him out of that trance, and the sound of (Y/n)'s voice. "Uh..Hello?"
Yazoo shook his head, he then spoke.
"Hello." He said, his velvet voice slightly shaking. The line went silent, but Yazoo still spoke. "I-It's Yazoo."
(Y/n) didn't say anything, the only thing Yazoo could hear was the sound of her breathing.
"(Y/n)?" He called her name.
"Yes?" She said, sounding like she was covering up her shock. "What do you want?"
"I..I just wanted to see how you've...been?" Yazoo said, his hands started to shake. "And how..our-"
"Yazoo, it's been five years. Why are you calling?" (Y/n) interrupted, Yazoo sighed.
"I know, I-I'm sorry. Words can't describe how much despair and guilt I feel, I want you. I miss you, (Y/n). You haven't left my mind since that day, I wrote you letters, I sent what little money I had, I want to be with you again."
(Y/n) didn't say anything, Yazoo was too scared to cry. He felt frantic, he was desperate to get her back.
"Yazoo, how can I trust you won't walk out on us again." (Y/n) said,
"I won't, I understand what I did was wrong. But please, there wasn't a day I wasn't thinking of you two. I still love you, (Y/n)." Yazoo pleaded, his aloof tone completely disappearing from his voice.
"You understand I can't just let you walk out once in our son's life once you're in, right?" (Y/n) asked, Yazoo went silent, his heart felt like it did a flip.
"I have a son?" He asked, (Y/n) made a 'mhm' sound. Yazoo's face lit up, he then turned to his brothers. "I HAVE A SON!"
He yelled, Loz clapped while Kadaj smirked. On the other line, Yazoo could hear (Y/n) giggle softly.
