You should be scared of me
"Kadaj, please calm down." (Y/n) tried to ease Kadaj, who was screaming at her. He was under a lot of pressure, because there were no leads on where Janova was. (Y/n) tried to offer words of encouragement, and even to help look. But Kadaj didn't want her help, he wanted to find mother and get on with his and his brothers plan. When (Y/n) tried to remind him that, since they were in a relationship, was that really the best thing. Which lead to Kadaj angrily throw and break a glass, it smashed a framed picture of the two.
Kadaj took out his sword and slashed it at the wall, (Y/n) whimpered.
"Please stop!" She cried, Kadaj turned towards her. "Kadaj Please!"
"Get out then!" Kadaj yelled, sword still In hand. But (Y/n) still stood there, her eyes locking with his. Kadaj then slashed at the wall again, breaking another picture of the two. (Y/n) covered her ears, trying to shield herself from the noise. (Y/n) cried out,
"Please stop!" Getting Kadaj's attention, "You're scaring me!"
"You stupid girl!" He yelled, "You should be scared of me!"
(Y/n)'s eyes filled with tears, they streamed down her face.
"Get out!" Kadaj yelled, but (Y/n) still didn't move. "(Y/n), leave!"
"You're losing control, Kadaj. Please stop!" (Y/n) screamed, Kadaj rose his sword and swing at the wall again.
"I am in control!" He yelled back, (Y/n) looked at him. Kadaj turned his attention to the last remaining picture of the wall, he swung at them, cutting them in half.
(Y/n) went to stop him, she grabbed at his sword arm. But he reacted by swinging at her, out of pure reflex. The two blades on his sword, cut straight through her jugular, completely severing the airway. Kadaj's eyes went wide, while (Y/n)'s hands grabbed at her throat. Her blood started to drown her, she made gargling noises, locking her tear stained eyes with Kadaj's. (Y/n) then fell to her knees, the blood leaving onto the floor. Kadaj was in shock, all he could do was lock eyes with her. (Y/n) fell to the ground, she looked up Kadaj while she tried to cling to life. Making one last effort, (Y/n) reached out her bloodied hand and tried to reach for Kadaj.
(Y/n)'s arm then fell, the sound of her choking on her own blood, finally faded. Her eyes were now lifeless, no longer able to blink. Kadaj started to breathe heavily, he looked at his sword and saw her blood dripping from it. Not knowing what to do, he ran to the sink, rinsing his sword off. He could feel his chest tighten, like a panic attack was about to happen. He collapsed to his knees, he started to cry. A loud, pain filled cry. Unbelievable guilt filled his heart, he clutched his sword while looking at her dead body.
"My girl." He cried, "Why did you do that?"
But it was no use, he murdered her. Now there was a bigger problem, he knew that he would be arrested and charged for her murder. He had to think fast, so he grabbed his phone and called Yazoo and Loz. While the phone rang, he quickly ran out of their housen getting on his bike and starting it.
"Hello?" Yazoo answered.
"Yazoo, it's Kadaj."
"What is it?" Yazoo asked.
"Can you check on (Y/n)? I'm in the middle of something." Kadaj lied, he felt sweat drip down his forehead.
"You want me to send Loz down to help you?"
"No!" Kadaj said, a little too fast. He then stuttered out, "Y-you and Loz go check on (Y/n)."
"Okay?" Yazoo said, obviously confused. Kadaj went to hang up, when he heard Yazoo say something.
"Kadaj?" He called.
"Y-yes?" Kadaj stuttered.
"Is everything okay?" Yazoo asked.
"Yes...just worried about (Y/n)." Kadaj lied.
"Okay, I'll get her to call you once we check on her." Yazoo then hung up.
Kadaj took off, he drove as fast as he could. He thought that if he was far enough, no one would be able to tell it was him. All he had to do was to act like a broken man who's girlfriend was killed in a tragic attack. But Kadaj couldn't help but let tears fall, he felt a if someone had ripped out his heart and shattered it into a million of unfixable pieces. He had killed the only women that ever loved him, the only women that ever saw past him being a remnant. She saw him, Kadaj, not just an incomplete man, but someone who was his own person. (Y/n) was the only one who say with him, held him when he didn't feel enough. Now, she was gone. He murdered her.
Kadaj felt his phone buzz, he sighed, knowing what it was. He slowly took his phone out of his pocket, flipping it open, and answering.
"Hello?" Kadaj answered.
"Kadaj! Get down here now!" Loz yelled into the phone.
"What's wrong?" He asked, trying to sound surprised.
"(Y/n)'s dead." Loz said, he then hung up. Kadaj didn't close his phone, he just waited there. He knew what he had to do, he dialed the seventh heaven bar. He called Cloud, and his friends. Tell them that (Y/n) was killed, and he didn't know what happened. Kadaj then told them to tell (Y/n)'s family, and tell them what had happened. He had never heard Cloud cry, he never thought he would. But when he did, his guilt only worsened.
When he got back to the house, he saw Loz that had tears in his eyes, while Yazoo was bringing the medics into the house. The whole day felt like a blur, Kadaj could feel his guilt becoming greater with every passing second. The medics had taken (Y/n)'s body out, while Loz and Yazoo helped clean the house. Kadaj just sat at the kitchen table, his mind wandering. He saw his brothers talk, but he couldn't hear them. It was like the whole world was on mute, the only thing that went through his head was (Y/n) grabbing at her throat. Blood leaking down her shirt and onto the ground, her eyes locking with his, she reach out for him, trying to get any form of comfort. He couldn't even give her that.
"Kadaj?" Yazoo asked, waving a hand infront of his face. Kadaj snapped out of his trance.
"Sorry, what is it?"
"Loz and I were thinking that we should have the funeral at the memorial building." Yazoo said, Kadaj nodded.
"Good idea." Kadaj answered, he then looked at the ground. "Did Cloud call back?"
"He said, he got In touch with her family. They'll be down sunday." Loz said, Kadaj nodded.
"He also called the morgue, her body will be delivered to the funeral. But they asked if she had a favorite clothes that she liked to wear. Cloud is gonna pick it up and give it to them." Yazoo added, Kadaj nodded.
"She loved her white dress." Kadaj stated, he then got up and went to grab it.
"When did Cloud say he would pick it up?" Kadja asked from the next room.
"He's here now." Yazoo said, Kadaj sighed. He grabbed the dress and walked out the door to see Cloud getting off his motorcycle. Kadaj sighed, dreading this interaction.
"Kadaj." Cloud said, Kadaj looked up at Cloud. Without warning, Cloud embraced Kadaj, Kadaj not knowing what to do, just stood there. "I know you loved her, I'm so sorry."
Kadaj didn't know what to say, he just stuttered but nothing came out.
"I'm so sorry," Cloud pulled away, "I just can't believe she's gone. (Y/n) was just a beautiful person, it doesn't seem real to me."
"Y-yeah." Kadaj stuttered, "Yazoo and Loz were the ones who found her."
"Where were you?" Cloud asked.
"I was down town." Kadaj answered, Cloud nodded.
"I better get to the morgue, do you have her clothes?"
"Yeah, here." Kadaj gave the white dress to Cloud, who smiled.
"You know she bought this dress to impress you." Cloud stated, Kadaj's eyes widened.
"She did?" Kadaj asked, Cloud smiled and clung to the dress.
"She really loved you, Kadaj. (Y/n) was a very quiet person, but she was very vocal about one day marrying you." Cloud said, his smiled then faded. Kadaj's eyes filled with tears, he tried to not show it. Kadaj then pulled a small object out of his pocket.
"It was meant to be a secret." He then placed the small object in Cloud's hand, a diamond ring layed in the palm.
"Kadaj.." Cloud was shocked.
"I was planning to give it to her, but now.." Kadaj trailed off, "Let her wear it for the funeral."
"I'll tell them that." Cloud said, Kadaj nodded. Cloud then turned to get back on his bike, the dress and ring in hand. But before he started his bike, he turned to Kadaj one last time. "I'm sorry for your loss, Kadaj. And I'm sorry you didn't get to.." Cloud trailed off.
"It's fine." Kadaj said, Cloud nodded, he started his bike and drove off. After seeing Cloud leave, Kadaj fell to his knees. He cried out for (Y/n), yelling at how sorry he was. That the ring he bought for her was what he truly wanted. But now, she was dead.
Sunday morning was hard for Kadaj, not only did he saw all of (Y/n)'s friends who were devastated and in tears. But he also had to see her parents, who were already in tears when they met him and his brothers.
"You're the boyfriend?" (Y/n)'s dad asked, walking with his arm around his wife. They both approached Kadaj and his brothers.
"Y-yes." Kadaj nervously stuttered, (Y/n)'s mother instantly embraced him.
"She told us so much about you." She said, Kadaj nervously looked at his brothers. "We're burying our baby today."
(Y/n)'s mom cried Into Kadaj's arms, Kadaj hesitantly held her back.
"I-I'm sorry for you loss." Kadaj stated, (Y/n)'s mother pulled away.
"We're also sorry." She said, "You seemed to love her a lot too."
(Y/n)'s father then pulled his wife back to his side.
"We'll talk more after the funeral." He said, Kadaj nodded.
The funeral started, it was an open casket ceremony. Which lead to Kadaj hurting more, he could see the faint colour of red that stained the bandaged cloths around her neck. It made him feel guilty, seeing people take their turn on the mic, talking about stories about (Y/n). Yazoo and Loz even offered to tell their stories, which made Kadaj hurt. Kadaj's eyes locked on the casket, his mind wondering. But he then saw movement, (Y/n)'s body started to move. His eyes went wide when he saw (Y/n) sit up, he looked to his brothers who seemed to not notice. Kadaj's heart was racing, he saw (Y/n) get out of the casket. She turned to Kadaj, a smirk on her face.
"So, what are you going to say at my funeral now that you killed me?" (Y/n) asked, she then took off the cloth that hid the slashes in her neck. She then twirled, making the dress spin with her. "Here lies the body of the girl who tamed the remnant of Sephiroth."
She teased, she stood behind her casket, looking down at herself. Kadaj's eyes widened, his mind, and body were frozen. What he saw scared him, it was (Y/n), but with two large slash masks in her neck.
"Murderer got your tongue?" (Y/n) asked, walking towards her.
"I-I-" Kadaj was interrupted.
"Scared?" (Y/n) asked, Kadaj shook his head.
"I- I didn't mean to-"
"Kadaj, would you like to come up and say a few words?" Cloud asked, mic in hand. Kadaj snapped himself out of his trance, he saw (Y/n) smirk and walk to Cloud, who did not notice.
"Y-yeah." Kadaj stuttered, he hesitantly got up. (Y/n) smiled, looking back at him. She giggled as she saw Kadaj take the mic from Cloud, he looked towards the big crowd.
"I..I would like to say my condolences to (Y/n)'s parents." Kadaj started, (Y/n) giggled once again.
"Said the killer to the grief stricken family." She mocked, this made Kadaj choke on his words. He started to stutter, but to the crowd it looked like a broken man. "Look at all these people who showed up to my funeral, but we both know that we shouldn't be here."
Kadaj looked at (Y/n), she walked infront of the first row of people, who didn't even know she was there.
"I..I know." Kadaj said.
"I should be married, having kids, growing old." (Y/n) said, she turned to him. "But here I am, dead."
"I..I didn't mean to-"
"But you did!" (Y/n) yelled. "Here, take this back, it means nothing now!"
(Y/n) took off the ring, throwing it at Kadaj.
"I'm sorry!" Kadaj yelled back, (Y/n) shook her head. "If I could take back what I did, I would!"
"Kadaj?" Yazoo grabbed Kadaj's shoulder, snapping him out of his state of panic. Kadaj looked to see him still holding the mic, and a confused crowd. He looked up at Yazoo, who had a concered expression.
"Kadaj, come back to your seat."
"I didn't mean to!" He yelled again, Yazoo took a step back. "I didn't! It was an accident!"
"Kadaj-" Yazoo was interrupted.
"I-I'm sorry." He stuttered, Kadaj then dropped to his knees, he then screamed out; "I'm not scared!"
(Y/n) giggled again, Kadaj looked up to see her walking go her. She looked to have a large metal pipe in her hand, she went to swing.
"No, Kadaj. You should be scared of me."