in an open relationship 2

Kam is sound asleep, he is still sweating even in his sleep I could've sworn I saw his lips curl.

I blush wondering what he must be dreaming about, I find it hard to believe that this was his first time , I also can't believe it was my first , it felt as if I've been in this field for years.

I can't sleep because I feel I should make use of the last minutes I have left awake.

The hotel phone rings , I check the time and it's exactly 12AM ,I leap out of the bed squinting, there must be something wrong at the hotel maybe a fire broke out .

" Hello ?" I pick it up .

" Why is your phone off ?, What do you think people will say about a wife who sleeps in hotels , don't make me come and drag you out of there " I can feel the fire in his tone ,  he hangs up without giving me time to respond.

My heart stops , ' is he in that much of a hurry to kill me ?, How did he even find me ?' .

I start pacing up and down the room , he must've tracked Kam's car  since he's best friend owns almost all the tracking companies in Oakville or he contacted the hotels boss , or maybe he tracked his card , I scarth my hair panicking , thanks to Aunt Rita my life is about to come to an end , I don't know if I should resent her or not even if I do what good will it do for me if I'm under the earth ? .

I'm conflicted between Kam and my dad , if I tell him everything then he'll jump to try and save me but his methods might put my dad's life in danger, I have to stick to my original plan which is to let Ethan do as he pleases , the moment I just shared with Kam has me wishing I would live a bit longer .

My eyes jump to the tequila on the table ,  I rush to it , I don't know how I opened it but I find myself chugging it down my throat .

2 minutes later the bottle is already empty , my throat is on fire but that is the least of my worries .

The best option for me now is to leave , Ubers in Oakville are not safe at this time of the night , 'what should I do ?' .

I turn my phone back on and march out of the suite without looking back , my head starts spinning as the alcohol starts kicking in .

I walk past the security who couldn't even be bothered about a woman leaving the hotel in their signature robe at midnight or is it a normal thing around here ?.

I think I've finally lost it , I am walking down the chilly roads of Frida , Riverside is thirty minutes away from here by car , I don't know how I'm going to get there but I will somehow I know I will , not even a single car is in sight.

About 12 minutes in my staggering a car brightly flashes at me.

It stops next to me facing the south, " get in !" The door flings open .

I can't see the car nor the person but I already know who it is , I submissively jump in.

He doesn't look at me .

" is this the part where you murder me and throw me in the woods ?" I say unfiltered .

" Are you drunk?" He locks eyes with me .

I chuckle ," is it me or are you glowing? Ha I see , Sarah must be back home , oops I meant at your house " I burp .

He shakes his head turning the car around, " how did things get here ?" He mutters under his breath.

I thought he'd be furious but he seems rather disappointed . although he did sound heated over the phone.

Both of us are silent , I keep falling asleep and waking up .