in an open relationship 2

The guests have started settling down as the noise recedes , the only nerves I had at my first wedding was of being caught but today all kinds of situations are brewing in my mind .

My heart on the other end is at peace , it's getting bound to the person it loves it had to be at peace .

Someone from the crew knocks on the door and ushers me to the tent, there are two camera men on the outside, they've already started rolling.

I laugh internally for not knowing the program to my own wedding.

His eyes get watery as I approach," don't cry , don't cry you are going to make me cry , imagine what that will do to my makeup?, Be still people are watching" I whisper teasingly pointing at the cameras with my eyes .

" You have become sly , I will keep them for the vows and after the ceremony" he whispers back.

" Thank you , nice hair by the way " .

" You should've said I look young,that would've been acceptable ".

The piano starts playing here comes the bride ,dad starts ushering me in .

the tent is bigger than the Al Bayt stadium ,gold lamb stands and blue trimmed chandeliers,the tables are decorated in white and gold items, the carpet we are walking on is written ' L P has Mr E P's heart ' , the white tablecloths have our names embroidered on them .

The moment we enter the guests stand and start cheering for us ," go Lauren, queen beauty " my family shout ,the rich and classy people clap their hands smiling politely at us ,

There are about plus minus 350 guests , the cameras are everywhere, literally everywhere like Ethan commanded that not a single moment must be missed , the whole crew is wearing black shirts with their company name and plain white jeans .

Seth's twins are walking far ahead of us tossing gold petals on the carpets .

A lot of familiar faces are gasping at my face and some are gasping at my dress , I draw closer to the priest. Ethan and his groomsmen, Austin is playing his best man part all too well,he fixes Ethan's tie for him and pats him on the back not to be nervous.

My dad gives my hand into Ethan's and goes back to take his seat , extreme silence takes over as the priest signals everyone to come down .

He opens 1Corinthians 13 verse 4-5 ,Ephesians 4 verse 2-3 and asks if there are any objections , everyone remains still.

" We will start with the bride ", he asks me to say my vows.

I clear my throat, and take out the piece of paper I wrote in the room after the makeup artist left .

" Ethan Price" I stare into his eyes ," I want to thank you for giving me a chance , for saving my family, for being apart of my family, for choosing me over and over again, it's true what they say about a girl and a boy best friend ending up together, we've had our ups and downs but I never imagined we would get here but here we are anyways, no one knows the future but my wish is to spend mine with you, please be my husband in the next life and the next , I love you now and probably forever ." I stop.

The people give me a applause and fall back into silence to allow Ethan to say his part, I didn't want to exaggerate our relationship with more lies ,I was being honest.

" Lauren Price", unlike me he does not have a paper ,he's used to giving last minute speeches it makes sense that he knows what to say ," I'm the one who wants to thank you for being in my life , you give me purpose and meaning,if I had all that I have today without you it would mean nothing,if all were to be taken away from me but you , I'd still have everything,I promise I will be your husband in your next life to come and the next and the next" , he says with much warmth in his tone that even the audience feels , his words make everyone look like they are puppies " I love you for loving me , I love you for who you are, I called all the media here today so that more than a million people can hear the promises I'm about to make you that I intend to keep...I promise from here onwards that I will never give you any reason to complain, I will love you even if you break my heart, I will be the best husband to you even if that means I'd have to sacrifice my life for you , I will make you the worlds happiest wife ,if you tell me to stop doing something I'll stop ,if you tell me to cut ties with my family I will, if you tell me to shoot myself I will ,If you ask me to give up everything I've worked hard for the last couple of years then I will , if you ask me to throw away all my money then I will ".

Someone from the audience shouts ," please do !" Making everyone laugh.

Ethan smiles and continues,"all I mean to say is that I will do anything for you Lauren and being your husband is a privilege I never thought I'd have in our years of friendship , if I were to describe the way you make me feel it would probably seem like a script I stole from a movie " tears start to stream down his cheeks," you loved me at my worst ,never did I once dream of being loved by you ,your enticing smile crushes every idea of what true beauty is , staring at your beautiful face I can't help but cry tears of gratitude and claim you infront of the whole world that you are mine " he says laughing with the tears still streaming down," although I do not know how much you love me I can assure you that my number is a million higher than yours , you are the only woman I want and the only woman I see ,my last promise is that no matter the storm no matter the weather I will never leave you,no amount of lies or betrayal can persuade me to . I love you Lauren Price " he finally stops.

He won again because just like everyone in the audience I'm also crying even though I don't know if he's being honest .

as foolish as Caitlyn would claim I'm Being I believe him, every word he spoke, I've seen his acting sides this was not one of them , today he confirmed what has been reflecting in his eyes in the past months , because of the promises he just made in front of all these people and because of the fact that he doesn't like being discredited he'll have to accept my child as his and hide my shame ,he said " no matter the betrayal" 'stay he must' , we are really bound forever now.