in an open relationship 2

Our destination - Albert Amusement park.

I wanted to get all dressed up but Ethan said I should be casual , decided to wear black skinny jeans with a white t-shirt, Ethan is also wearing casual ,same coloured shirt as me but with  light blue jeans .

" Why is it empty on a Saturday?" .

" I rented it out" he says sternly.

I gasp ," why though?, Wasn't it too expensive?".

He shrugs " it was nothing" he says nonchalantly as he ushers me in through the mini gates .

Why an amusement park?.

" You used to beg me to take you to one when we were still Kids " he says .

" Huh?" I look at him.

" Aren't you wondering why I chose to take you to an amusement park?" He looks back at me .

I smile lightly," yes ,kind of " .

I'm staring at him trying to figure out if he is the same man who was crying for me last night .He is far different from that guy , he's strong manly veins are popping out as his arms are folded , his strong features and gorgeous eyes are more captivating then this beautiful and  peaceful park .

" Where to first ?" I scan around.

" Merry go round?" He asks.

" Yep let's try that " .

I hop on and wait for him to do the same ," I'm not climbing on that thing" he says ," you go ahead,I'll just watch" as he steps back .

I shrug ," suit yourself" I hop on the merry go round the moment it starts going around my heart starts to get all tickly, the child in me comes out as I start to chuckle, I take a glance at him and find him also smiling.

It's embarrassing how Ethan knows all my weak points , he knows what will get to me and knows what won't, he also used to find the best ways to torture me because he knew me inside and out , it suddenly pops in my head,' what if he cried on purpose knowing that would get to me ?' , my smile eventually fades .

The merry go round stops ," something wrong ?"he walks up to me .

" This is not fun alone , don't you want to join me ?"I grin covering up my hesitation.

" I'm a CEO , I can't be seen riding these , do you know what that will do to my image ".

" Then I also won't ride any of these ,what's the point?" .

If it were Kam he would've definitely joined me , but Ethan isn't that childish anymore,Kam is an old version of Ethan , maybe that's why I have taken liking into him the way that I have sometimes I find it hard to tell them apart .

In the back of my mind I'm offended because although I know he is not that childish but when Sarah came back they spent the whole night singing and giggling like little children.

" Right" I say out loud, I'm not Sarah,I finish the sentence at the back of my head.

" Right what ?" He searches my eyes.

" fine .I'll join you Lauren " he says as if I pressured him.

" There's no need if you don't feel like it ".

" No " he stares at me ," I want to ".

" Great " I pretend to beam ," which ride should we go to next ?" .

He points at the most highest giant slide I've ever seen .

My eyes widen ,he scoffs ," not so brave afterall" walks confidently ahead of me .

We hop on the slide and press the remote to turn it on, it slowly takes us around the track before it starts going up.

Ethan is trying his best to keep his manly face but as the slide goes up his confidence washes away.

It reaches the top and stays still for a while.

I can't help but laugh looking at his face ," not so tough afterall " .

His eyes are closed , face pale ,I can see his heart beating out of his shirt.

The slide immediately starts falling and Ethan becomes the least of my worries as fear grabs me by the neck , stomach starts twisting and I can't find my breath, head is carrying a wrecking ball , fortunately I open my eyes to find that we are already at the bottom.

I climb out staggering my way to the bin and throw up .

Ethan rushes to my side ," are you alright" he lays his hand on my back as I vomit.

" Should I take you to the doctor?" He asks.

" Wa-te-r please  " .

" Alright" he disappeares for a few seconds then reappears again .

" here " .

I take the bottle from him and  wash my mouth first before consuming it , I pant for air as my air passages begin to open .

" Are you sure I shouldn't take you to the doctor?" He asks again.

" No I'm fine " I can't meet his eyes .

" Since when do rides get you sick ,you used to love the dangerous ones the most "he tries pinning his head around what's happening.

I stare at him for a while , Ethan Price is worried about me ?, His delicate eyes are  reflecting the worry and confusion inside his head, It's a sight I never thought I'd see again, these days everything just feels like a dream to me .

" It must be old age,I'm not that teenager anymore ".

His head falls back ," you're 27  " he states.

" I know" , I don't know why I have this strange fear that I might be pregnant, I'm not on birth control and what happened between me and Kam wasn't planned .

" What is it ?" He looks at me .

" What is what ?" .

"you look scared ?" He eyes me suspiciously.

" I think I just need to lay down, I feel drained " I explain.

His face falls," I had other plans but we still have tomorrow right?".

" What other plans?" I ask .

" Don't worry about it, you'll see when the time comes ".

He was so excited when we left the house although  subtle, I was also looking forward to a day with just the two of us ,I feel bad because I currently don't feel the way I expected or wanted to on our first official date .