My Journey To Normality (Part 1)

Ever since Luke my love life has been complicated. Luke still has me blocked and says he loves me. I displaced my emotions for him onto Sam, but they don't like me so I have to get over them. When I was visiting Mandy there was a girl there that I should of made a move on but was too chicken. Neither of them are a good match for me anyway. I've tried dating apps and have had some success. Like today I matched with someone who could actually be a good fit for me. The conversation is really good and I hope we keep on speaking. Honestly the last couple of days I've just wanted to kill myself and I have the means to do it. I've written my suicide letter and everything is ready. Maybe I'll see where it goes with this girl first.