Just so unmotivated. My second day of my new job and I'm left alone all day. Of course I didn't get a sale because I have no idea what I'm doing and need someone to train me, but my trainer gets called off because of a family emergency. Getting rejected by hundreds of people does not help my mental state, all I wanted to do was cry. Also just spent half an hour throwing up all my dinner because I'm fat and don't need the calories. Doing that made me sad and so I binge ate a tub of chocolate brownie ice cream. So fat.
I WANT TO DIE. That's all I want. Please let that happen soon.
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My Journey To Normality (Part 1)
Short Story?This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
