Today I am four days clean of self harm. Four days filled with urges that just keep building. I can't even see the positive in being clean because I used cutting as a way to get rid of the suicidal thoughts and now they're back and super strong. I'm gonna have to relapse this weekend because I can't cope at the moment. All I keep thinking about is cutting deep into my wrist or jumping off a bridge. The doctor trusted me enough to give me 3 weeks worth of medication and said next time I can get a month's worth. I think I could cope with 28 tablets but if I had access to 56 I would definitely overdose again
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My Journey To Normality (Part 1)
Short Story?This is a story based on true events about someone who is on their journey to recovery from mental illness. Their questioning of gender and sexuality. Going through relationships and break ups. Just an all about coming of age story of a person that...
