My Journey To Normality (Part 1)

Obviously I failed. I walked to the bridge and climbed over the fence onto the ledge. I asked God for a sign. I asked him to clear the cars for 10 seconds so I could jump without hurting anyone below. The cars kept coming. So climbed back over and sat there for a while. I called the number on the crisis card and they told me to ring another number. I rang that number four times and they kept telling me they were full. Then my phone rang... It was the police asking where I was. Apparently my Mother hadn't believed my story of sleeping round Mandy's and reported me missing. I told them where I was and when they came I told them I was gonna jump off the bridge. Someone from the mental health team drove out to where I was with the police and  asked if I was safe to go home. I said I wasn't.

So now I've been admitted to a local mental health hospital. I had a really good heart to heart with Mandy and fixed everything with her. Jack asked me not to message them while I'm admitted because it triggers them. I found some glass from outside and cut with that.